[Stella's daily confessions. I dare to confess, i love to express & i live to impress]

Thursday, January 06, 2005

Time flies, before you know it, its 2005. The year 2004 has passed significantly, yet ended with a shock, misbelief and traumatic misery for the lives of many. Still in daze over what have happened, i start counting my blessings each day..but also agonize for the people who have lost their love ones and for those who have been swept away by the furious tidals waves.

For those who have lost their love ones by the tsunami, I, feel the pain that you are suffering.Though i might not know you or seen you before, I cry with you that your love ones are gone. For the children who became orphans after the tsunami, i am happy to know that you are staying strong. You ought to be praised.

For those who have been swept away by the tsunami, i pray that you are in heaven with god. Im really upset and disturbed by the fact that innocent lives were taken away without warnings. It goes to show how fragile a human's live can be. I do not know what you have gone through when the waves came empowering over you, but the thoughts of that suffocated and choked me. In my heart, you would be remembered as the brave ones.

For those who are still missing, i pray that a miracle would occur. I pray that you would hang on tight to any floating pieces and stay strong. I pray that the rainwater would be a source of food for you. I pray that you will reunite with your family in no time.

It taught me a huge lesson. A lesson i will never forget. I must cherish the ones around me, the ones i love and the ones who love me. I should be glad that im so fortunate and stop complaining and whinning about my life. I should be grateful that i have ample food on the table everyday and i should stop wasting food. I should start going to church and get closer to god.

I hope that this disaster would never strike again. Life would never be the same again for those who were affected. But i pray that the destruction would subside with time.. be it Physical, mental and emotional destruction.

It wasn't a good start for the new year but i hope it will be. Life still goes on and happiness depends on how i would perceive them.

i cried my heart out at 2:16 AM