Tuesday, August 30, 2005
Boohoo. Today went SGH for review with the Specialist & gotta draw 4 tubes of blood again. Always feel so nervous & drained dry.. I wonder if the specialists just want to earn money or something, always have to make a trip down now & then, talk to them, review my results and draw out my blood ample times.
Results not out yet. Sigh. Sick & tired of different doctors telling me various opinions on the treatment & scheduling my next appointment to 4 months later. Can't it just get over and done with? They said they will have to monitor me..'monitor' means perpetually isn't it. Humph. SGH becomes my third home, besides my house & hostel.
Tyler, crappin in yr bloggie again? wat ya mean by i've got a sparkling personality which is attractive. Don't make me puke & laugh. i'm a dull & sad girl.......duh..
Boohoo. Today went SGH for review with the Specialist & gotta draw 4 tubes of blood again. Always feel so nervous & drained dry.. I wonder if the specialists just want to earn money or something, always have to make a trip down now & then, talk to them, review my results and draw out my blood ample times.
Results not out yet. Sigh. Sick & tired of different doctors telling me various opinions on the treatment & scheduling my next appointment to 4 months later. Can't it just get over and done with? They said they will have to monitor me..'monitor' means perpetually isn't it. Humph. SGH becomes my third home, besides my house & hostel.
Tyler, crappin in yr bloggie again? wat ya mean by i've got a sparkling personality which is attractive. Don't make me puke & laugh. i'm a dull & sad girl.......duh..
i cried my heart out at 4:16 AM
Monday, August 29, 2005
Hostel and me
Hostel and me
i cried my heart out at 5:10 AM
Sunday, August 28, 2005
I was flippin thru the newspapers & saw many tour packages to Japan & Korea. I can't wait for Natas fair next week to buy my air tickets. My mum was suggesting that i should fly to Japan & spend about 3 weeks there & then fly to Korea with my sister & spend weeks there before flying back to Singapore from Korea. Either ways. Maybe i can also fly to Korea first before goin Japan. Sister wants me to spend Xmas there. So i will have a white Xmas this year.
Uncle John & Aunt Mary called from Melbourne & was eagerly inviting us to go Melbourne in december. Oh i wish to go back to Melbourne again. Ahh..and they are eagerly wanting to introduce their son to me. So funny. They missed that chance in June,haha cos i should have gone Melbourne but in the end changed plans & went to Canada. My parents might be either travelling to Taiwan or Melbourne. Ain't that funny? Then my sister and i would be in Tokyo & Korea. I was just joking with my mum 'hmm,i also wanna go to Melbourne in Dec' & see her reactions. She was like 'Huh, are you outta of your mind? Fly to Japan, to Korea then to Melbourne? Very rich huh?' Haha.
Anyway, since i've got lovely people inviting me there..hehe next year lah. I told my mum that i wanna visit my dream countries this year & since i've been to Melbourne, i should pick somewhere new.
The tour advertisements helps me to recollect the places & names that i've been to. All the famous attractions that i'll never forget.
Gold Coast
Dream world, Warner Bros movie world, Sea world
Surfer's paradise
Perth
Farmstay
Hardrock cafe
Brisbane
Melbourne
Philips Island -Penguin parade
The Great Ocean Road
The Aspostles
Warrook cattle farm
Sunny ridge strawberry farm
Jacob's creek vinery
Yarra valley
St Kilda's beach
Mornington Peninsula
Puffing Billy
Victoria Market
The Grampions
Tasmania
Huan Valley
Hobart
Bruny island
Port Arthur
Cradle Mountains
Cadbury Chocolate Factory
Wildlife speedboat
Salamanca Market
Sydney
Sydney tower
Harbour bridge
Sydney opera house
Blue mountains
Three sister's rock
London
Heathrow airport
Canada - Toronto
Niagara falls
Maid of the mist
York University
Rainbow village
Korean town
London Ontario
Brampton
CN Tower
Toronto Zoo
Paramount Wonderland
Dundas, Eaton, Queen St
St Lawrence Market
Casa Loma
The Central Beach
401 Factory outlets
Hershey's Chocolate factory
Actually too many to mention cos too many lovely places
Montreal,Quebec
1000 underground shopping
Historical churches
Notre Dames
Ottawa
Tulips by the lake
Parliment buildings
USA
Buffalo
Lewingston
KL
Petronas Twin tower
Mega mall
TImes Square
KLCC
Mines Beach Resort
Palace of the golden horse
Penang
Superstar Leo
South China sea
Hat Chai
I was flippin thru the newspapers & saw many tour packages to Japan & Korea. I can't wait for Natas fair next week to buy my air tickets. My mum was suggesting that i should fly to Japan & spend about 3 weeks there & then fly to Korea with my sister & spend weeks there before flying back to Singapore from Korea. Either ways. Maybe i can also fly to Korea first before goin Japan. Sister wants me to spend Xmas there. So i will have a white Xmas this year.
Uncle John & Aunt Mary called from Melbourne & was eagerly inviting us to go Melbourne in december. Oh i wish to go back to Melbourne again. Ahh..and they are eagerly wanting to introduce their son to me. So funny. They missed that chance in June,haha cos i should have gone Melbourne but in the end changed plans & went to Canada. My parents might be either travelling to Taiwan or Melbourne. Ain't that funny? Then my sister and i would be in Tokyo & Korea. I was just joking with my mum 'hmm,i also wanna go to Melbourne in Dec' & see her reactions. She was like 'Huh, are you outta of your mind? Fly to Japan, to Korea then to Melbourne? Very rich huh?' Haha.
Anyway, since i've got lovely people inviting me there..hehe next year lah. I told my mum that i wanna visit my dream countries this year & since i've been to Melbourne, i should pick somewhere new.
The tour advertisements helps me to recollect the places & names that i've been to. All the famous attractions that i'll never forget.
Gold Coast
Dream world, Warner Bros movie world, Sea world
Surfer's paradise
Perth
Farmstay
Hardrock cafe
Brisbane
Melbourne
Philips Island -Penguin parade
The Great Ocean Road
The Aspostles
Warrook cattle farm
Sunny ridge strawberry farm
Jacob's creek vinery
Yarra valley
St Kilda's beach
Mornington Peninsula
Puffing Billy
Victoria Market
The Grampions
Tasmania
Huan Valley
Hobart
Bruny island
Port Arthur
Cradle Mountains
Cadbury Chocolate Factory
Wildlife speedboat
Salamanca Market
Sydney
Sydney tower
Harbour bridge
Sydney opera house
Blue mountains
Three sister's rock
London
Heathrow airport
Canada - Toronto
Niagara falls
Maid of the mist
York University
Rainbow village
Korean town
London Ontario
Brampton
CN Tower
Toronto Zoo
Paramount Wonderland
Dundas, Eaton, Queen St
St Lawrence Market
Casa Loma
The Central Beach
401 Factory outlets
Hershey's Chocolate factory
Actually too many to mention cos too many lovely places
Montreal,Quebec
1000 underground shopping
Historical churches
Notre Dames
Ottawa
Tulips by the lake
Parliment buildings
USA
Buffalo
Lewingston
KL
Petronas Twin tower
Mega mall
TImes Square
KLCC
Mines Beach Resort
Palace of the golden horse
Penang
Superstar Leo
South China sea
Hat Chai
i cried my heart out at 2:05 AM
Saturday, August 27, 2005
Met Bw at Suntec for some retail therapy. Am i feeling stressed out or what? But the retail therapy made me feel so good. Not enough of it yet. Then we headed down to Mohamad Sultan with his three other guy friends & decided walking to the Gallery hotel Sound Bar to chill.
Chit-chattin & laughing, drinking shots (of course not me)& listening to his humourous friend's jokes. Real funny guy. Once,he was describing all sorts of teachers in school for me, saying that i cannot date a science teacher,as he will always talk about love=chemistry, Maths teacher will always talk about E=mc squared and E=me and mc=him, Literature teacher will be very romantic but talks nothin but shakespearism, English teacher will always try to correct my english, Biology teacher teaches about human body, History teacher will bored me to death, Geography teacher will tell me long stories bout formation of maybe waterfalls, then left with nothing but CME teacher teaching me all the good morals. *he forgot bout Chinese teacher & PE teachers!
What a description. Hah, i never even thought of that. But i know it wouldn't be that case cos like i've mentioned, teachers are so young now, their mentality is different & i think they think about having fun, clubbin etc. But whatever he said, really sound like our sec sch teachers don't you agree. Grins.
Met Bw at Suntec for some retail therapy. Am i feeling stressed out or what? But the retail therapy made me feel so good. Not enough of it yet. Then we headed down to Mohamad Sultan with his three other guy friends & decided walking to the Gallery hotel Sound Bar to chill.
Chit-chattin & laughing, drinking shots (of course not me)& listening to his humourous friend's jokes. Real funny guy. Once,he was describing all sorts of teachers in school for me, saying that i cannot date a science teacher,as he will always talk about love=chemistry, Maths teacher will always talk about E=mc squared and E=me and mc=him, Literature teacher will be very romantic but talks nothin but shakespearism, English teacher will always try to correct my english, Biology teacher teaches about human body, History teacher will bored me to death, Geography teacher will tell me long stories bout formation of maybe waterfalls, then left with nothing but CME teacher teaching me all the good morals. *he forgot bout Chinese teacher & PE teachers!
What a description. Hah, i never even thought of that. But i know it wouldn't be that case cos like i've mentioned, teachers are so young now, their mentality is different & i think they think about having fun, clubbin etc. But whatever he said, really sound like our sec sch teachers don't you agree. Grins.
i cried my heart out at 10:01 PM
i miss you guys from other classes, alyssa, gracie & the rest!
i cried my heart out at 5:40 AM
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i cried my heart out at 5:07 AM
I was looking back at my past entries, from Jan to August 2005.
I am amazed. Really amazed. With what? For the fact that time doesn't stop & wait for me.
Reading all the entries one by one, i realized & started to recollect many things that i've gone through.
Starting from my dumbfounded shocked of the Tsunami incident(can u believe it? Its been more than 8 months but it's still so vivid in my mind), to the many times that i was in confusion whether to end my r/s because i was upset to the time that i finally broke up & was struggling to stay alive. It all happened during the first three months of the year.
Scrolled thru lotsa photos & had flashbacks of many incidents. Good or bad.i also realized something..though i did change a wee bit, i'm still the ME trying to find answers to my life.
Then the anticipation of going to Canada & USA, thinking of what air-lines to take, having so much desire to fly off & not come back, dying to see Niagara falls etc and guess what? It happened. While i was reading my entries bout the excitement to fly to London & fly to Canada, i was thinking 'Dear me, it wasn't a dream & the excitement was fufilled.' And my months of April-June in Canada was well-spent. Seeing the photos i posted up, i know that was the best time in my entire life. The entries were all so happy & optimistic. I found many goals in Canada & wanted to pursue em.
Now that August is coming to an end, i looked backed at June til now & see that i'm pursing my dreams at least. My dreams are my very own secrets. I'm not gonna revealed it here. Now that i'm so anticipated to go Japan in the coming months, will it be all over again soon & i'll be reading my blog & see what i've done in Japan. No, i wouldn't want that to happen. Cos I wanna spend every minute savouring & appreciating the fact that i've the chance to be able to visit many of my dream countries this year & spend so much time in there. I'm glad i'm not in Japan yet cos i wanna plan how am i going to spend it fruitfully over there.
i cried my heart out at 2:43 AM
Friday, August 26, 2005
i baked scotch pancakes, raisin scones & almond cookies today. so fun!
It wasn't a good week, i hope it ends soon & have a great kickstart.
At least i had fun in street jazz class today. Was dancing to the song 'Lady Marmalade' & the instructor kept shouting 'sexy' 'sexy' 'sexy' & shake the butts. Beams. Very fun & sexy dance today, i lurve em.
I learnt in my own life, that i cannot be happy about anything. Cos once i start to feel excited or happy over something, everything starts to crumble or it just come to a standstill. I rather not have any 'emotions'.
don't envy me. i don't like it when people envy me. What's there in my life to be envious about? i envy others instead. Kick me, slap me, do whatever you want if that can make me start living afresh pursuing my desired dreams.
i'm really dying to be a brand new me. i've changed over the months while many have been saying to me 'you've become stronger, you just didn't realized' So does that mean that i've to meet several mishaps again & again to be a superwoman. Can they spare me the rod? I'm just a human being. Right, a human being.
I agree life is not a bed of roses. But stop pricking me with thorns.
i can't say i'm happy. Cos remember? if i say i'm happy, unfortunate events starts to take place. So let's just say i'm glad that i'm dancing away to a new stella. Hah. why i say that? Cos everytime when people hear that i'm learning street jazz/girls hip hop, they'll look at me from head-to-toe, trying to figure me out of the 'ballet' or 'girly' image. C'mon, like i said, i'm different now. I lurve street jazz....its absolutely funky,hippy & sexy. i just can't wait to get out of s'pore & spend my precious time in Tokyo soon. It's an anticipation for me to carry on with my life each day.
i baked scotch pancakes, raisin scones & almond cookies today. so fun!
It wasn't a good week, i hope it ends soon & have a great kickstart.
At least i had fun in street jazz class today. Was dancing to the song 'Lady Marmalade' & the instructor kept shouting 'sexy' 'sexy' 'sexy' & shake the butts. Beams. Very fun & sexy dance today, i lurve em.
I learnt in my own life, that i cannot be happy about anything. Cos once i start to feel excited or happy over something, everything starts to crumble or it just come to a standstill. I rather not have any 'emotions'.
don't envy me. i don't like it when people envy me. What's there in my life to be envious about? i envy others instead. Kick me, slap me, do whatever you want if that can make me start living afresh pursuing my desired dreams.
i'm really dying to be a brand new me. i've changed over the months while many have been saying to me 'you've become stronger, you just didn't realized' So does that mean that i've to meet several mishaps again & again to be a superwoman. Can they spare me the rod? I'm just a human being. Right, a human being.
I agree life is not a bed of roses. But stop pricking me with thorns.
i can't say i'm happy. Cos remember? if i say i'm happy, unfortunate events starts to take place. So let's just say i'm glad that i'm dancing away to a new stella. Hah. why i say that? Cos everytime when people hear that i'm learning street jazz/girls hip hop, they'll look at me from head-to-toe, trying to figure me out of the 'ballet' or 'girly' image. C'mon, like i said, i'm different now. I lurve street jazz....its absolutely funky,hippy & sexy. i just can't wait to get out of s'pore & spend my precious time in Tokyo soon. It's an anticipation for me to carry on with my life each day.
i cried my heart out at 9:17 AM
Thursday, August 25, 2005
Over dinner, i learnt this:
A changed heart, no matter how you try to run after it or grasp it, will never return. And a heart will always be changed.
how true. how cruel. how reality is.
Love to me, is unexplainable, chemistry, sweet, sacrificing, innocent, trust, care, fun, having same directions & goal, holding hands til old age, soulmates, eternal.
No such love exist.
Over dinner, i learnt this:
A changed heart, no matter how you try to run after it or grasp it, will never return. And a heart will always be changed.
how true. how cruel. how reality is.
Love to me, is unexplainable, chemistry, sweet, sacrificing, innocent, trust, care, fun, having same directions & goal, holding hands til old age, soulmates, eternal.
No such love exist.
i cried my heart out at 8:20 AM
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
sigh....I like 'Superstar' Junyang.
He is cute, boyish, yet exudes a mature feel. I like his young & sunshine look. Aaawww..
Jeslyn told me that Junyang is with Candyce..sigh. Not idol crazy. Jus feel that Junyang is that kind of guy i would admire.
I don't like Derrick..too child-like. Hagen,hmmph..Pretty boy i would admire as well.
sigh....I like 'Superstar' Junyang.
He is cute, boyish, yet exudes a mature feel. I like his young & sunshine look. Aaawww..
Jeslyn told me that Junyang is with Candyce..sigh. Not idol crazy. Jus feel that Junyang is that kind of guy i would admire.
I don't like Derrick..too child-like. Hagen,hmmph..Pretty boy i would admire as well.
i cried my heart out at 6:35 AM
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
Feeling giddy spells the whole day & feverish now. Poppin by the medical centre to see a doc later. Just got back from classes..so late & not intending to have dinner. I'm glad i have no lessons tommorow.
Mummy called me to ask how is her little princess daughter doing..better not let her know that i'm sick..then they will worry for me & say that no one takes care of me in hostel.
Alright,gotta rush out to Jurong point to see doc if not it's closing. Jya ne.
Update: Doc confirmed fever. Sigh. Just ate medicine, feeling drowsy. Floating away to neverland soon & hope i'll never have to come back.
Feeling giddy spells the whole day & feverish now. Poppin by the medical centre to see a doc later. Just got back from classes..so late & not intending to have dinner. I'm glad i have no lessons tommorow.
Mummy called me to ask how is her little princess daughter doing..better not let her know that i'm sick..then they will worry for me & say that no one takes care of me in hostel.
Alright,gotta rush out to Jurong point to see doc if not it's closing. Jya ne.
Update: Doc confirmed fever. Sigh. Just ate medicine, feeling drowsy. Floating away to neverland soon & hope i'll never have to come back.
i cried my heart out at 7:00 PM
Monday, August 22, 2005
Tada! The pic that my sister sent me. Takeshiro kaneshi look-alike and Aaron. My sista's friends in Japan.
Tada! The pic that my sister sent me. Takeshiro kaneshi look-alike and Aaron. My sista's friends in Japan.
i cried my heart out at 11:21 PM
I am feeling extremely tired today...glad school was only for two hours..i'm lying on my bed dead.
No zest though today is the 22nd, my lucky number. Bad things just shoo..
The gospel songs by Anthony Evans that Rufhie lent me today help me alittle, indulging in the songs & not think of anything.
i cried my heart out at 10:55 PM
I have a sudden feel to say this, I think i owe my parents alot and they really care for me. They always give n give and i just receive. They are the nicest people in the world to me. I know i'm filial and i'm gonna remain this way forever. I know what is unconditional love through them. Thank you for loving me.
Saturday
Chatted with my sister online today. Glad that she is having fun in Japan & knowing new guys..I guessed she knows its time for her to find a mate before she grows even older. Anyway,once she saw me, she said 'Eh, i show you a picture of a guy, he is so cute, maybe you will like!' I laughed when she said that. My sister has never never once talked to me about such things before, let alone so eager to introduce a guy to me. The best part, she already told that guy 'I wanna introduce my little sister to you when she comes to Japan in December!' Dead. She must have shown him my pics.
She sent me a pic of him and said that he looks like Takeshi Kaneshiro (guess my sister knows my taste pretty well) and well, i must agree that he looks like Takeshi. My sister added on 'He is so cute & fun to be with, you must come to Japan and get to know him' Then she went on with the list 'He is 22 years old, speaks very good japanese etc etc, no gf.' Immediately, i asked her a Q 'Hey how come you are introducing to me and not yourself since you think he is not bad!' Her reply? 'Too young for me lah'
Anyway, i was reminding my sister 'Good-looking guys are usually playboys you know' then she disagreed with my statement and said 'Well,nowadays not good looking guys are playboys as well' Haha. My sister seemed to set her eyes on the caucasian. U will see the pic that i'm gonna post. (The guy she wanna introduce to me & also the caucasian guy named Aaron) I was telling her 'My god, Aaron looks like a typical boyband singer like Nick Carter.' Smirks. Well, i am happy that she is more open up now. Must be her age hormones starting to wriggle on her. Grins.
Seems like many are pretty eager to introduce people to me huh. Lee Ching, Ryan, Clement & Tyler, we are just having a good time crappin on Fri. Don't take my words seriously. Grins.
i cried my heart out at 9:55 PM
Sunday, August 21, 2005
Brought my grandma to the supermarket at IMM today. I think it is her favourite place. Heehee.
Well, sometimes i feel ashamed for the fact that i am really bad at dialects, and not knowing how to communicate with her. But i do try my best to make out what she is trying to say & respond in Chinese. I will go 'Uh uh uh...' for a long time & my mum gotta rescue me all the time. Laughs.
Seeing my grandparents happy gives a silent happiness in my heart. I am not physically close to them cos i do not stay with them nor emotionally attached due to my communication disorder with them. So basically, seeing them happy at their ripe age is what i wish for. Holding them or putting my hands around them makes me feel at least i'm showing my concern to them when i can't open my dumb mouth.
By the way, yes yea i know the takeshi kaneshiro look-alike,my sister's friend is very good looking. Many have been telling me he is handsome or cute. Be subtle. I didn't even scream when i see it.
I'm gonna watch lotsa jap dramas to revise my japanese. Starting with the Takuya kimura new VCD. hee
anyway, my pretty NIE korean teacher was so surprised when i emailed her using a few korean language and i must say, Japanese & Korean girls get pretty amused & surprised easily with their cute reactions. She left me a link telling me that i might be interested in this korean film. Share it with you people. http://english.tour2korea.com/singapore/
She recommended Running boy/Marathon.
Brought my grandma to the supermarket at IMM today. I think it is her favourite place. Heehee.
Well, sometimes i feel ashamed for the fact that i am really bad at dialects, and not knowing how to communicate with her. But i do try my best to make out what she is trying to say & respond in Chinese. I will go 'Uh uh uh...' for a long time & my mum gotta rescue me all the time. Laughs.
Seeing my grandparents happy gives a silent happiness in my heart. I am not physically close to them cos i do not stay with them nor emotionally attached due to my communication disorder with them. So basically, seeing them happy at their ripe age is what i wish for. Holding them or putting my hands around them makes me feel at least i'm showing my concern to them when i can't open my dumb mouth.
By the way, yes yea i know the takeshi kaneshiro look-alike,my sister's friend is very good looking. Many have been telling me he is handsome or cute. Be subtle. I didn't even scream when i see it.
I'm gonna watch lotsa jap dramas to revise my japanese. Starting with the Takuya kimura new VCD. hee
anyway, my pretty NIE korean teacher was so surprised when i emailed her using a few korean language and i must say, Japanese & Korean girls get pretty amused & surprised easily with their cute reactions. She left me a link telling me that i might be interested in this korean film. Share it with you people. http://english.tour2korea.com/singapore/
She recommended Running boy/Marathon.
i cried my heart out at 6:59 AM
Saturday, August 20, 2005
My sister's apartment in Japan. Yipppeeeee...It's small though. Cos Japan apartment is small. Fits me & her & our bears, just nice!
My sister's apartment in Japan. Yipppeeeee...It's small though. Cos Japan apartment is small. Fits me & her & our bears, just nice!
i cried my heart out at 8:35 PM
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
Friday
Father, did u put me in NIE for a reason even though u know i'm not extremely keen to be a teacher? if it's your calling, please show me the purpose & direct me. i do feel so much happier & cheerful. U know why im feeling happiness inside me father, lead me to an abundance of smiles.
Each time when i hear the woes from my friends bout their new GESL group, i do feel a little fortunate that i'm not facing circumstances like them. Of course it's not as smooth going but at least friends were made and not just treat one another like just another project mate. Anyway, service learning is all about co-operation & togetherness.
Well, for those of you not having GESL today, lucky you! Got to know Lee Ching better, a sweet & outspoken girl. Me,Lee Ching,Ryan,Clement & Tyler went lunching after the meeting.Basically, we were just talking bout mates. Like how Ryan proposed to his wife and it was so romantic that if i think i was that girl, i would tear. Lee Ching was kind & wanna introduce her friends to me. Haha. It was very nice of her but of course i wouldn't. Hopefully it's just a casual remark. FATE. i wanna believe in it. Good time chit-chatting & laughin.
Lee Ching sent me an email for me to read & i find this meaningful:
Watching you walk out of my life hasn't made me bitter or cynical about love, but rather, it has shown me that if I wanted so badly to be with the wrong person, how beautiful it will be when the right one comes along."
After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul, and you learn that love doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't mean security, and you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises, and you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes open, with the grace of an adult, not the grief of a child. You learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans. After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much. So, plant your own garden and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. And you learn that you really can endure... that you really are strong, and you really do have worth."
It was a surprise to meet Hai jun today, in NIE canteen. Gosh, Great to see you! Not in Canada this time though! Hehehe. Yesterday i just met another of my friend whom i have lost contact for 7 years.
I found so many friends in NTU that i haven't meet for donkey years. They just kept appearing one after another. The people i know are smart alecs huh..all flocking to NTU. Maybe more in NUS. I'll never know!
Thursday
Almost couldn't get up from bed today in the morning & had to rush to school. Went Club Momo til 1am and went to Rachel's house to sleep-over. Ceres's darling sent us home in an Audi convertible and Rac was bowled over with his car..haha..yea its cool. i only fell asleep around 3 plus in the morning, was chit-chatting with her. Anyway, our clubbing mood was dampened at Club Momo. The music wasn't to our liking. More of trance, techno with occasional of my favourite songs by alicia keys..they should just continue playing my favourite r&b and hip hop.
Went at a wrong time as well as they were having this 'Miss Tropicana' event and all of us were bored by all the bimbotic, sleazy and cheesy performances. Urgh. Really bimbotic. The guys in Momo were horrible i swear. I mean, in Chinablack, the guys were just as bad but i was molested yesterday. Yea..(people who don't like me, just laugh, whatever) but girls i'm here to warn you. The men would look at you like they wanna gobble you down and besides that, they would try funny things. I am so unlucky, Ceres wanted to go to the toilet and i accompanied her & it happened on the way to the toilet. It sorta just stunned me for awhile til i have no mood to dance & kept alert to the guys beside me.
Well, there was this another guy who deliberately sat beside me and introduced himself with his american accent and said that he just came back from overseas studies. I was reluctant to talk to him and Ceres & Rac was looking away & smirking. Luckily someone i know was there to pull me away to go for a walk for five minutes. I don't look like a dumb girl do i. I must learn how to handle such guys.
Wednesday
i'm exhausted. Lessons started from 8.30am to 12.30pm and 2.30am to 5.30pm. After 19th Sept, it would be worse. Additional lessons from 5.30 to 7.30pm. Count myself lucky now that psychology II has not commenced yet.
Though i'm exhausted, i have a good time in school today. Thank god. At least i'm happy, smiling or should i say laughing lots. Especially due to an incident that i relate to Ruth and both of us were laughing and i was embarrased to the max.
Okay, the embarrasing moment happened when i was in the canteen. Just as i was walking back to my table, i saw my GESL chairperson & he came over to talk to me bout the Minutes that im supposed to write since im the secretary. But the stupid canteen fan was blowing at me and my hair flew so it seemed like i was 'eating' my hair as a few strands of hair was blown near to my lips. I wasn't empty handed so i couldn't run my fingers through my hair and bring it to the back. I didn't know at that instinct, he lifted his hands to my mouth and helped me pushed my hair to the back. I was so embarrased as there were so many people around us in the canteen. I didn't even think he would do that. It was a very kind act but i think i was too startled til i went back & told ruth & both of us were laughing non-stop. DON'T get the wrong ideas okie girls. He is a very good husband to his wife! Yes he is married!
something else today makes me happy. I'm smiling in my heart. Plain happiness.
I'm gonna hit the club at MOMO tomorrow night..my buddies wouldn't let me off early i'm sure. Gonna be so tired on Thurs morning. Yawnz
Friday
Father, did u put me in NIE for a reason even though u know i'm not extremely keen to be a teacher? if it's your calling, please show me the purpose & direct me. i do feel so much happier & cheerful. U know why im feeling happiness inside me father, lead me to an abundance of smiles.
Each time when i hear the woes from my friends bout their new GESL group, i do feel a little fortunate that i'm not facing circumstances like them. Of course it's not as smooth going but at least friends were made and not just treat one another like just another project mate. Anyway, service learning is all about co-operation & togetherness.
Well, for those of you not having GESL today, lucky you! Got to know Lee Ching better, a sweet & outspoken girl. Me,Lee Ching,Ryan,Clement & Tyler went lunching after the meeting.Basically, we were just talking bout mates. Like how Ryan proposed to his wife and it was so romantic that if i think i was that girl, i would tear. Lee Ching was kind & wanna introduce her friends to me. Haha. It was very nice of her but of course i wouldn't. Hopefully it's just a casual remark. FATE. i wanna believe in it. Good time chit-chatting & laughin.
Lee Ching sent me an email for me to read & i find this meaningful:
Watching you walk out of my life hasn't made me bitter or cynical about love, but rather, it has shown me that if I wanted so badly to be with the wrong person, how beautiful it will be when the right one comes along."
After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul, and you learn that love doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't mean security, and you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises, and you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes open, with the grace of an adult, not the grief of a child. You learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans. After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much. So, plant your own garden and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. And you learn that you really can endure... that you really are strong, and you really do have worth."
It was a surprise to meet Hai jun today, in NIE canteen. Gosh, Great to see you! Not in Canada this time though! Hehehe. Yesterday i just met another of my friend whom i have lost contact for 7 years.
I found so many friends in NTU that i haven't meet for donkey years. They just kept appearing one after another. The people i know are smart alecs huh..all flocking to NTU. Maybe more in NUS. I'll never know!
Thursday
Almost couldn't get up from bed today in the morning & had to rush to school. Went Club Momo til 1am and went to Rachel's house to sleep-over. Ceres's darling sent us home in an Audi convertible and Rac was bowled over with his car..haha..yea its cool. i only fell asleep around 3 plus in the morning, was chit-chatting with her. Anyway, our clubbing mood was dampened at Club Momo. The music wasn't to our liking. More of trance, techno with occasional of my favourite songs by alicia keys..they should just continue playing my favourite r&b and hip hop.
Went at a wrong time as well as they were having this 'Miss Tropicana' event and all of us were bored by all the bimbotic, sleazy and cheesy performances. Urgh. Really bimbotic. The guys in Momo were horrible i swear. I mean, in Chinablack, the guys were just as bad but i was molested yesterday. Yea..(people who don't like me, just laugh, whatever) but girls i'm here to warn you. The men would look at you like they wanna gobble you down and besides that, they would try funny things. I am so unlucky, Ceres wanted to go to the toilet and i accompanied her & it happened on the way to the toilet. It sorta just stunned me for awhile til i have no mood to dance & kept alert to the guys beside me.
Well, there was this another guy who deliberately sat beside me and introduced himself with his american accent and said that he just came back from overseas studies. I was reluctant to talk to him and Ceres & Rac was looking away & smirking. Luckily someone i know was there to pull me away to go for a walk for five minutes. I don't look like a dumb girl do i. I must learn how to handle such guys.
Wednesday
i'm exhausted. Lessons started from 8.30am to 12.30pm and 2.30am to 5.30pm. After 19th Sept, it would be worse. Additional lessons from 5.30 to 7.30pm. Count myself lucky now that psychology II has not commenced yet.
Though i'm exhausted, i have a good time in school today. Thank god. At least i'm happy, smiling or should i say laughing lots. Especially due to an incident that i relate to Ruth and both of us were laughing and i was embarrased to the max.
Okay, the embarrasing moment happened when i was in the canteen. Just as i was walking back to my table, i saw my GESL chairperson & he came over to talk to me bout the Minutes that im supposed to write since im the secretary. But the stupid canteen fan was blowing at me and my hair flew so it seemed like i was 'eating' my hair as a few strands of hair was blown near to my lips. I wasn't empty handed so i couldn't run my fingers through my hair and bring it to the back. I didn't know at that instinct, he lifted his hands to my mouth and helped me pushed my hair to the back. I was so embarrased as there were so many people around us in the canteen. I didn't even think he would do that. It was a very kind act but i think i was too startled til i went back & told ruth & both of us were laughing non-stop. DON'T get the wrong ideas okie girls. He is a very good husband to his wife! Yes he is married!
something else today makes me happy. I'm smiling in my heart. Plain happiness.
I'm gonna hit the club at MOMO tomorrow night..my buddies wouldn't let me off early i'm sure. Gonna be so tired on Thurs morning. Yawnz
i cried my heart out at 4:44 AM
Monday, August 15, 2005
Thank you Tyler for the little thoughts of buying "candy" for me. Haha. As i've corrected you, its not candies, its cookies. Haha. Okie lah, don't be so mean to you since u have been thoughtful!
I'm going for a surgery today to remove my broken vessels under my eye. Guessed i'm going to school with shades for a week or longer cos there is gonna be lotsa scary blisters. I can't face the world! haha. Hopefully it recover within a week. $1000 bucks flying away today...tata...not forgetting i spent $1200 last year on the same surgery. I'm a poor cat. heehee..(still laugh?)
I'm gonna go crazy if i stay in Jurong for long. The ride home from Orchard to NTU is 2 hours. I never once had to travel that freaking long. Clement, u said it so right 'Journey to the west' and it really takes decades & centuries to reach "home".
Thank you Tyler for the little thoughts of buying "candy" for me. Haha. As i've corrected you, its not candies, its cookies. Haha. Okie lah, don't be so mean to you since u have been thoughtful!
I'm going for a surgery today to remove my broken vessels under my eye. Guessed i'm going to school with shades for a week or longer cos there is gonna be lotsa scary blisters. I can't face the world! haha. Hopefully it recover within a week. $1000 bucks flying away today...tata...not forgetting i spent $1200 last year on the same surgery. I'm a poor cat. heehee..(still laugh?)
I'm gonna go crazy if i stay in Jurong for long. The ride home from Orchard to NTU is 2 hours. I never once had to travel that freaking long. Clement, u said it so right 'Journey to the west' and it really takes decades & centuries to reach "home".
i cried my heart out at 11:54 PM
Sunday, August 14, 2005
Friends & Foes, i'm pretty tired of people barking non-stop, especially those people who don't know me & yet hang on to my blog.
I wrote lottsa stuff but decided to take it down because i see no point in arguing & people continue barking like mad dogs.
It's my life, it's my mouth and it seemed that i'm controlled by people. Of course i'm not gonna let that happen.
But seriously, if it can bring peace to everyone, i rather not say anything that benefits me or retaliate in order to show that i'm not a weakling. All these ain't important to me now.
People who ain't on this side or don't even know me, please just leave this blog for good. I'm gonna write bout My life. No one elses that ain't close to me.
Think i'm envious of her etc etc, just continue with your thoughts. I can't please everyone neither can i prove to people that i'm innocent. So i'll let it be. I'm definetly not a saint, but i asked God to help me forget everything.
Barking leaves a sense of satisfaction, and if it makes the other party upset or angry, the person who barks feel great. But the satisfaction doesn't stay for long. We all know it.
I wouldn't want to be affected by people who ain't wishing me well or who ain't related to me in any sense. Vice versa.
Take care & i say it sincerly to God 'I am not angry with all the insults' and i'll take it with my stride.
Friends & Foes, i'm pretty tired of people barking non-stop, especially those people who don't know me & yet hang on to my blog.
I wrote lottsa stuff but decided to take it down because i see no point in arguing & people continue barking like mad dogs.
It's my life, it's my mouth and it seemed that i'm controlled by people. Of course i'm not gonna let that happen.
But seriously, if it can bring peace to everyone, i rather not say anything that benefits me or retaliate in order to show that i'm not a weakling. All these ain't important to me now.
People who ain't on this side or don't even know me, please just leave this blog for good. I'm gonna write bout My life. No one elses that ain't close to me.
Think i'm envious of her etc etc, just continue with your thoughts. I can't please everyone neither can i prove to people that i'm innocent. So i'll let it be. I'm definetly not a saint, but i asked God to help me forget everything.
Barking leaves a sense of satisfaction, and if it makes the other party upset or angry, the person who barks feel great. But the satisfaction doesn't stay for long. We all know it.
I wouldn't want to be affected by people who ain't wishing me well or who ain't related to me in any sense. Vice versa.
Take care & i say it sincerly to God 'I am not angry with all the insults' and i'll take it with my stride.
i cried my heart out at 5:39 AM
Saturday, August 13, 2005
My graduation photo finally reached today after one month!
My graduation photo finally reached today after one month!
i cried my heart out at 8:06 AM
Baby Megan...Geeeeeeeeee...A sweet little thing. A photo snap right after she came out from the mum's tummy.
i cried my heart out at 7:05 AM
Close up pics of megan..wearing pink on her 1st month birthday..
i cried my heart out at 7:02 AM
baby megan sleeping soundly in my arms...zzzZZZ
i cried my heart out at 6:59 AM
Geez, i did lottsa shopping today. Bought clothes & accessories. So happy!
And i finally found my favorite CD at a really cheap price. I was extremely pleased & excited! Its a new korean singer, Rain & his album is called 'It's raining'. My girls hip hop instructor love to play this CD everytime we are dancing & i'm soo in love with his songs! Im indulging in his songs now, meanwhile trying to remember the dance steps to the song rhythm.
Little megan loves to sleep..hehe..the whole day she was sleeping so soundly and kept smiling in her sweet dreams. Little babies are so pure, innocent, with an alluring baby smell. I hugged her today..so small!!! in my arms..Aaaahh. I was kinda scared to hold her cos i'm afraid that she would feel uncomfortable. She is only one month old & so light! I had no troubles holding her in my arms for a long time. Geez. What if she is my baby? I wondered. I think i will look at her & cry. Cos it's something so magical. Firstly, she will be in the stomach with you for 9 months and next, you are holding her and watch her smiling at you. Happiness of parents.
i cried my heart out at 6:26 AM
Friday, August 12, 2005
Finally its a friday! Though what i did was to go to school & went to town to chill out but i'm contented & happy.
It's been like a whole week of holidays as i need not go to school for the past few days. Sch today was pretty relaxing & fun, like the other days. Somehow its really different from the boring TP life.
As i've mentioned to the people in sch earlier, i had laughter with my group today. We had to write down on a piece of paper, describing our friend that was sitting next to us & exchanged the papers with the rest of the group & they had to read out loud. The weird Tyler was sitting beside me so i wrote 'He is a quirky guy.' Then he asked me what should he write about me, could he write that i wanna set up a cafe? I said "No" then immediately he said 'Aah, i know what to write already' and quickly passed the piece of paper to another girl. So when it comes to the girl who has to read what tyler has to said about me, she burst out laughing & said 'Stella is wearing a bling bling necklace today' and everyone in the group, stared at me & my necklace, burst out laughing and all started to say 'Must be Tyler lah, always saying funny stuff.' HAHA. he is the happy gourd of the group.
There is another girl who made the whole group laugh by writing 'Clement is a very good-looking guy with sportmanship qualities' and then we all go 'Woo-hoo' and made Clement so embarrased. My group is pretty crazy yea.
Professor Mok gave a hilarious comment about the New Generation Teachers nowadays in class today. She said that nowadays teachers are young, pretty & dresses well and all the guys in school will follow the teachers & go ga-ga over them and even when the teachers ask the students to jump down from the building, the students will reply 'How high u want me to jump, Cher?' Oh my, i laughed when she said that. I can't imagine students really saying that to us. What are we gonna reply? ...
Tommorow, i would be going down to see my friend's baby. A month old birthday celebration for little Megan! She is soo adorable and i'll hope to see how much she has changed for the past one month. Babies grow up really fast esp the first few months. Gonna have 'red eggs' to eat tommorow! Maybe i'll bring my camera tommorow & snap her!
Finally its a friday! Though what i did was to go to school & went to town to chill out but i'm contented & happy.
It's been like a whole week of holidays as i need not go to school for the past few days. Sch today was pretty relaxing & fun, like the other days. Somehow its really different from the boring TP life.
As i've mentioned to the people in sch earlier, i had laughter with my group today. We had to write down on a piece of paper, describing our friend that was sitting next to us & exchanged the papers with the rest of the group & they had to read out loud. The weird Tyler was sitting beside me so i wrote 'He is a quirky guy.' Then he asked me what should he write about me, could he write that i wanna set up a cafe? I said "No" then immediately he said 'Aah, i know what to write already' and quickly passed the piece of paper to another girl. So when it comes to the girl who has to read what tyler has to said about me, she burst out laughing & said 'Stella is wearing a bling bling necklace today' and everyone in the group, stared at me & my necklace, burst out laughing and all started to say 'Must be Tyler lah, always saying funny stuff.' HAHA. he is the happy gourd of the group.
There is another girl who made the whole group laugh by writing 'Clement is a very good-looking guy with sportmanship qualities' and then we all go 'Woo-hoo' and made Clement so embarrased. My group is pretty crazy yea.
Professor Mok gave a hilarious comment about the New Generation Teachers nowadays in class today. She said that nowadays teachers are young, pretty & dresses well and all the guys in school will follow the teachers & go ga-ga over them and even when the teachers ask the students to jump down from the building, the students will reply 'How high u want me to jump, Cher?' Oh my, i laughed when she said that. I can't imagine students really saying that to us. What are we gonna reply? ...
Tommorow, i would be going down to see my friend's baby. A month old birthday celebration for little Megan! She is soo adorable and i'll hope to see how much she has changed for the past one month. Babies grow up really fast esp the first few months. Gonna have 'red eggs' to eat tommorow! Maybe i'll bring my camera tommorow & snap her!
i cried my heart out at 7:44 PM
Thursday, August 11, 2005
Life is a joke.
What gets me down? Ample stuff.
Am i satisfied with my life? words get stuck in my throat.
cos God knows everything that i'm worrying or upset about.
i can only pray that i lead a meaningful life. a beautiful life. for the times when i'm in this world. God, you know i desire that so much.
there are lotsa things i wanna do but chances are not given or should i say positively that the time isn't right yet.
i don't live my life for others. i live it for myself. i wanna create magic & rainbow in my life.
i learn to listen, i learn to heed but most of all, i must learn to decide what's best for myself.
What's the purpose of me being in the world. Is being a teacher really what God wants me to be? Then does God knows that this is not what i want? God knows my passion, my dreams. Then why am i here?
Is life unfair that you always can't get what you want? Time will tell isn't it. But i don't wanna lose my life to time.
When do i know i'm doing the right thing? I have no clue. Am i wrong to follow my passion? what can i get out of my passion in the end? Follow my heart. But does that work out perfectly? I'm lost.
Life is a joke.
What gets me down? Ample stuff.
Am i satisfied with my life? words get stuck in my throat.
cos God knows everything that i'm worrying or upset about.
i can only pray that i lead a meaningful life. a beautiful life. for the times when i'm in this world. God, you know i desire that so much.
there are lotsa things i wanna do but chances are not given or should i say positively that the time isn't right yet.
i don't live my life for others. i live it for myself. i wanna create magic & rainbow in my life.
i learn to listen, i learn to heed but most of all, i must learn to decide what's best for myself.
What's the purpose of me being in the world. Is being a teacher really what God wants me to be? Then does God knows that this is not what i want? God knows my passion, my dreams. Then why am i here?
Is life unfair that you always can't get what you want? Time will tell isn't it. But i don't wanna lose my life to time.
When do i know i'm doing the right thing? I have no clue. Am i wrong to follow my passion? what can i get out of my passion in the end? Follow my heart. But does that work out perfectly? I'm lost.
i cried my heart out at 9:20 PM
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
i miss my "longer" hair..
i miss my "longer" hair..
i cried my heart out at 11:10 PM
its sodalicious
i cried my heart out at 10:49 PM
Cheers to us..Pics taken after my haircut..so short..sobbie..
i cried my heart out at 10:46 PM
so funny..first time rachel doesn't smile and still look so good!! she is like a shadow behind me..haha..
i cried my heart out at 10:38 PM
Best of friends.. wishing ..Happy 40th birthday Singapore..
i cried my heart out at 10:34 PM
Crazy girl doing her thing while i can't be bothered by the glaring sun..
i cried my heart out at 10:31 PM
Finally not half-closing our eyes in most of our pics..the sun is irritating..
i cried my heart out at 10:28 PM
The exotic VS The chinese; the japanese or the korean. HAHA.
i cried my heart out at 10:25 PM
This is how we spent our National Day 2005.
i cried my heart out at 10:24 PM
Our first reunion after 4 months(time flies)...Rac accompanying me to my hip hop dance
i cried my heart out at 10:22 PM
Sunday, August 07, 2005
I came across this pic & laughed. Alyssa,do u know that its you behind my little angel? And u made her look like a....er hem..now 7th month..This pic was ages man! Our sweet innocent times..HAHA.
I came across this pic & laughed. Alyssa,do u know that its you behind my little angel? And u made her look like a....er hem..now 7th month..This pic was ages man! Our sweet innocent times..HAHA.
i cried my heart out at 7:06 AM
my little angel darling..aaaww...melts..
i cried my heart out at 7:03 AM
little buchan misses pipi
Met the pretty babes,Ceres & Rac on Saturday morning for breakfast at Mc Cafe. The feeling of reunion of the three of us was indeed joyful. Lotsa stories & juicy news was shared. They are itching to club next week & it would be a girl's night out!Waited for sooo long. Gonna check out the happening club MOMO.
Had a haircut and coloured my hair(Chocolate brown)at Takashimaya. Hmm, no comments for myself but its kinda short. Attended a National Day dinner with my family & relatives in the evening. Gobbled down the food like i haven't eaten for few days.
Aah..National day..a holiday! Yippee! I've decided to go for sun-tanning at Tanjong Beach on that day with my dearie. Hah, what a way to celebrate Singapore's birthday. 2005 zooms..i can't believe its National day in two days time & before i know it, i guess i will be counting down for Xmas day. Boy it's scary. I wonder if its good or bad for time to past so quickly.
i cried my heart out at 6:30 AM
Friday, August 05, 2005
alright. As promise,a pic of my junior in NTU. The right hand side one. (In NTU auditiorium, no wonder looks familar right?) haha.
alright. As promise,a pic of my junior in NTU. The right hand side one. (In NTU auditiorium, no wonder looks familar right?) haha.
i cried my heart out at 8:27 AM
Thursday, August 04, 2005
Is NTU a place for me to meet new friends & old friends?? I'm starting to feel a little queer.
Besides making so many new friends, old friends are slowly appearing into my life! A junior(a year younger than me) from my secondary school (whom i used to have a crush on "HAHA" when i was in Sec 4 & both of us were prefects in the prefectorial board) was msging me in friendster & asking me if i'm in NTU and so is he! And he is staying in NTU halls as well.
His style is very Takeshi kaneshiro (Jin cheng wu). Don't believe me? Well, that's was why i had a crush on him last time, as all of you know that i'm crazily in love with Takeshi esp in my Sec sch daze. When i showed MJ his photo, she was saying 'got japanese look'. Hehe. Post up his pic for you guys to see my junior. An intelligent guy, took Pure science in Sec sch, head prefect, went to Victoria JC & now in NTU. Anyone interested? Laughs. Just kidding. I seem to be 'selling' him.
Is NTU a place for me to meet new friends & old friends?? I'm starting to feel a little queer.
Besides making so many new friends, old friends are slowly appearing into my life! A junior(a year younger than me) from my secondary school (whom i used to have a crush on "HAHA" when i was in Sec 4 & both of us were prefects in the prefectorial board) was msging me in friendster & asking me if i'm in NTU and so is he! And he is staying in NTU halls as well.
His style is very Takeshi kaneshiro (Jin cheng wu). Don't believe me? Well, that's was why i had a crush on him last time, as all of you know that i'm crazily in love with Takeshi esp in my Sec sch daze. When i showed MJ his photo, she was saying 'got japanese look'. Hehe. Post up his pic for you guys to see my junior. An intelligent guy, took Pure science in Sec sch, head prefect, went to Victoria JC & now in NTU. Anyone interested? Laughs. Just kidding. I seem to be 'selling' him.
i cried my heart out at 12:02 AM
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
3 words to desribe "hall supper". Wild wild wet.
All of us were splashed with water (added with soap) and it was a whole one hour of splashing.
They pretended to take pics of all of us staying in the hall, went up to level two, asked us to look up and smile and they threw buckets of water down. All soapy..
The girls were screaming, the guys were being pulled by their friends & water was splashed at them. The security guards came to our block & looked at what was happening. Haha. Too many loud screams & other innocent people in other blocks were being splashed as well.
A few of the friends that i made were all hiding in the room after being splashed twice. Some of them knew that we were hiding, wanted to lure us to come out & had pails ready to throw at us. NTU students are bonkers! My gosh but we indeed know alot of people staying in our block now.
Poor auntie has to mop the floor that is slippery & dirty tomorrow..
3 words to desribe "hall supper". Wild wild wet.
All of us were splashed with water (added with soap) and it was a whole one hour of splashing.
They pretended to take pics of all of us staying in the hall, went up to level two, asked us to look up and smile and they threw buckets of water down. All soapy..
The girls were screaming, the guys were being pulled by their friends & water was splashed at them. The security guards came to our block & looked at what was happening. Haha. Too many loud screams & other innocent people in other blocks were being splashed as well.
A few of the friends that i made were all hiding in the room after being splashed twice. Some of them knew that we were hiding, wanted to lure us to come out & had pails ready to throw at us. NTU students are bonkers! My gosh but we indeed know alot of people staying in our block now.
Poor auntie has to mop the floor that is slippery & dirty tomorrow..
i cried my heart out at 8:16 AM
Psychology lessons were interesting & filled with humour. I enjoyed the whole two hour class even though it was at 8.30 in the morning but the funny Thomas perked us up!
It was a pretty relaxing day & i bumped into quite a few of friends in NIE canteen. Bumped into the funny & humourous Tyler in my GESL group, who named himself 'Great teacher Tyler' & the whole group wonder how he stumbled in NIE. Then i saw Ryan, a mature & friendly PE teacher going to be & exchanged greetings. Then when i was buying fruits with alyssa at the stall, Clement was queing in front of me & i tapped on him & said 'Hello' & i knew he was gonna say 'Eh, where is your pink cap?' U must put on your pink cap then i could recognise you. Haha. Then i was most astonished when i saw this familiar face walked past me & i was thinking 'Hmm, isn't she my primary school best friend?' I hesitated for a few minutes & was telling alyssa & liting that i seemed to see my pri sch best friend walked past, they urged me to go up to her, so i sorta catch up with her.
I tapped on her shoulder & said 'Are you Joey?' and she gave me that blur look & so i said 'Stella...remember?' and she was sooo shocked and said 'Huh...i can't recognize you at all, you changed so much' Haha glad that i still do remember her if not we could have walked past each other & not have a tingle. Caught up with her for that good 20 minutes. Still the good & kind girl that i always thought she is. =) Brought back lotsa memories for me & her as well! What a day!
And yes, i'm looking forward to tonight's Block supper & mingle around. Update soon if there is any interesting news!
OH MY GAWD................Stranger encounters happening today!!! First i saw my primary school best friend after donkey years and at 8.00pm, my phone rang, and it was Rachel's home number flashing. I thought it was her mum, hell NO. ITS RACHEL!!!!!!!!! MY DEARIE BEST FRIEND IS BACKED FROM ALGERIA AFTER 4 MONTHS..SHE WANTED TO GIMME A SURPRISE & THUS DIDN'T TELL ME BOUT ANYTHING. SHE SHOULD BE BACK IN NOV! GOSH I AM SO SHOCKED BUT HAPPY!! And on this friday, Ber & Chris are flying back from Canada. AAAAAhhhh..everyone's coming home!!! Boy is she anxious to see me..haha. We are meeting tomorrow! YEAH!
i cried my heart out at 2:08 AM
Tuesday, August 02, 2005
Thinking bout the trip to Japan really excites me. ONE MONTH,hopefully longer..i'm gonna stay there & hook myself onto the lamp post & not go home. Laughs. Eeeekkkk..finally, it's been a long time since i travel to an asian country. It's always westernized states (though i really like ang moh countries), its time to make a change.
My sis have been wanting to go Korea. Its both of our favourite spots, Japan & Korea. I guess that's the only two asian countries we desire to go. Sooo...probably i will ask her if she is keen in taking a short flight from Japan to Korea & we shall go 'Ani he seyo' 'Kam sa hami da' 'Miyane yo' 'Sa rang he yo' 'O-par O-par' 'whey yo'..HAHA. Its possible, just that we want to or not.
I would brush up my jap when i'm there. Even before i leave! I can't wait to speak japanese 24 hours a day. It's gonna be so cool & fun. Just like my little experience in Montreal where everyone speaks french. Dear sis, why can't i be an expatrait like you? why did you leave my poor little buchan alone at home & cry 'Onechan, onechan..' everyday. 'Doou shyo kana?' Sigh.
There would be a block supper in our hall tomorrow! We will be going there to make more friends or should i call them our neighbours! Get to know all the people staying in this block! Hee, hope its gonna be fun! Til then..tata
Thinking bout the trip to Japan really excites me. ONE MONTH,hopefully longer..i'm gonna stay there & hook myself onto the lamp post & not go home. Laughs. Eeeekkkk..finally, it's been a long time since i travel to an asian country. It's always westernized states (though i really like ang moh countries), its time to make a change.
My sis have been wanting to go Korea. Its both of our favourite spots, Japan & Korea. I guess that's the only two asian countries we desire to go. Sooo...probably i will ask her if she is keen in taking a short flight from Japan to Korea & we shall go 'Ani he seyo' 'Kam sa hami da' 'Miyane yo' 'Sa rang he yo' 'O-par O-par' 'whey yo'..HAHA. Its possible, just that we want to or not.
I would brush up my jap when i'm there. Even before i leave! I can't wait to speak japanese 24 hours a day. It's gonna be so cool & fun. Just like my little experience in Montreal where everyone speaks french. Dear sis, why can't i be an expatrait like you? why did you leave my poor little buchan alone at home & cry 'Onechan, onechan..' everyday. 'Doou shyo kana?' Sigh.
There would be a block supper in our hall tomorrow! We will be going there to make more friends or should i call them our neighbours! Get to know all the people staying in this block! Hee, hope its gonna be fun! Til then..tata
i cried my heart out at 7:14 AM
Monday, August 01, 2005
My oh my..why does she always think that i am talking bout her. Oh please. As if she is the only aircrew in the whole wideworld. Talking bout air steward/ess & she thinks i'm aiming at her. We were at the airport sending my sis off and saw other aircraft aircrew..NOT SQ..& the conversation struck. If you think i love to talk bout you & you are the only air stewardess, c'mon. Get real. Anyway, i think JAL & Korean air are so cool. The uniforms i meant. Not all air stewardess are pretty or jaw-dropping. Those who travel alot should know. Don't poke your nose so high up in the air c'mon.
See whether your blog has anyone who wishes to comment & scold you? No right? It means we don't bother..esp to do childish stuff. However if there were any remarks in your tag-board which i don't know, cos i don't bother to read the tag, i confess upon god that i wasn't the one. I don't cross borders. So why do you think people are against you unless you are against someone. U are happy then be happy. No one's stopping you! Good luck!
My oh my..why does she always think that i am talking bout her. Oh please. As if she is the only aircrew in the whole wideworld. Talking bout air steward/ess & she thinks i'm aiming at her. We were at the airport sending my sis off and saw other aircraft aircrew..NOT SQ..& the conversation struck. If you think i love to talk bout you & you are the only air stewardess, c'mon. Get real. Anyway, i think JAL & Korean air are so cool. The uniforms i meant. Not all air stewardess are pretty or jaw-dropping. Those who travel alot should know. Don't poke your nose so high up in the air c'mon.
See whether your blog has anyone who wishes to comment & scold you? No right? It means we don't bother..esp to do childish stuff. However if there were any remarks in your tag-board which i don't know, cos i don't bother to read the tag, i confess upon god that i wasn't the one. I don't cross borders. So why do you think people are against you unless you are against someone. U are happy then be happy. No one's stopping you! Good luck!
i cried my heart out at 8:07 AM