[Stella's daily confessions. I dare to confess, i love to express & i live to impress]

Tuesday, May 31, 2005

Tv is showing Austin Power Goldmember now. HAHAHAHA. Its hilarious. My first time watching Austin Power. Yea i know i'm a mountain tortise. But its really funny. I laughed my heart out. Hehehe.

i cried my heart out at 7:33 PM

A pretty sinful day. Went all the way to downtown - Queen st. for a stroll alone! Hmm..walked past American Eagles (its a very famous brand in Canada & US)..popped in & saw a pair of vintage jeans i've been searchin for soooo long & its in my favourite colour,white. *Eyes popped out & grabbed it immediately. Something else caught my attention. A bikini top..sooo nice. Okie im gonna have it & i grabbed it again. Haha. Happy but spent money again. Not to mention walking into BeBe (which i will never will walk into BeBe in S'pore as its extremely expensive) & i came out with a bag. What's my excuse? Erm..its cheaper than Singapore. *aaahh..sin.

I told myself to go back to S'pore & stop shopping for a few months. Discipline..Discipline. I'm alright with not having discipline here because i know those things that i bought hardly can be found in S'pore so i'm pretty fine. But i don't wanna shop anymore when i go back. Whatever i shop here should be more than enough. I just counted, i bought like 5 bags, 8 skirts, 3 pair of shoes & 5 flip flops for myself. Don't count the apparel. Its definetly more than 30 counts. *take a deep breath. Yes yes. There are still many things that i bought & i can't remember. And i think by adding up all the bubble tea that i drink everyday is enough to buy a few Guess tops here. Each cup cost about $7 sing here. i definetly drank more than 20 cups here. And we complained that S'pore bubble tea is expensive. I'm pretty heartache of purchasing two Guess sweaters. But i consoled myself by thinking that since i never got any branded stuff in S'pore, Guess should be okay. Hee. Er hem. Alright. I hereby declared myself as a shopaholic. I'm reading the 'Shopaholic sisters' book by the way. Its a pretty hot-selling book. Read it!

i cried my heart out at 4:56 PM

Is someone unhappy with me again or simply put it in a not so nice way, jealous of me? *Ooh.

Sometimes i wonder why some people are just so interested in my life. Put on weight, or like what the person said.."Gawd, you put on sooo much weight"..somehow seems like this person is sooo dying to comment on me & emphasize on "your figure look so straight". I laughed when i read that. Thank you to "the person".

I feel that i'm fine. Even if you are here to provoke me to get me started on an hour glass figure, i think i'm doing fine. A girl is beautiful when she feels happy with her body or have confidence in herself. So i guess you must have an hour glass figure? Hmm, congrats then. I ain't a little wee envious of you. And so if you think "your friend" has the perfect figure..go ahead & think. Cos whatever about you or your friend, i am SO not interested.

But maybe, just let me thank you for making me feel that people out there are dying to know me so well..or prob u are dying to see me dead. I won't die becos of you. Laughs. What makes you think you would get my neurons working & blood cells bursting? U are just a "nobody" to me. *Grins.

i cried my heart out at 9:33 AM

Monday, May 30, 2005

Miss Universe 2005 held in Bangkok,Thailand..Winner is Miss Canada!!! Yikes!! Yippee..I think this is the ever first time Canada win this title!!! And i'm here to witness victory of Miss Canada!!! So proud of Canada!! This year, Miss USA erm..yucks. Ber immediately say 'Is there a holiday tomorrow?' haha..just becos she won this huge title!! Hurray!!

i cried my heart out at 8:18 PM

I must thank god that i'm given the opportunity to come over here & learn. I'm like so enthusiastic to learn anything here. Yeap & i thank god for making it happen so easily with the snap of my fingers. I didn't realized that my thoughts of 'coming to Canada' would be approved by my parents within like less than 5 minutes. And then here i am. Its like magic.

I'm ecstatic that Ber & Chris are here. I guess it would be very different if i come over alone,without knowing anybody. Having them around is really enjoyable. This is my second time travelling with them by the way. Haha. Now that i know quite a number of people here, its easier for me to come over again. I must emphasize this again 'its really different travelling alone & w/o parents.' I like the 'adult feeling'. I like the small adventures of my own in a completely foreign land. Armed with my camera, my sights & my ears..i start my little adventure. I'm pretty familiar with Toronto right now. I've been like taking the subway(TTC) so many times to go places & places. I'm no lost kiddo.

Its different from having short holidays. U'll never get to experience the life & culture of the place if you just stay for like a week in a place. I've learnt now that if i wanna travel, i better make sure its a long trip. Not just a day or two thing. It's considered nothing if i travel to lotsa countries but just for a short while. Ask me bout' the trip i went to Sdyney, Brisbane, Perth & Gold Coast. What have i learn from there? Nothing..absolute nothing, prob just rushing for eating & shopping. Is that learning? No, that's prob indulging. geez. Thank god trip to Melbourne & Tasmania was a long trip & it was only then i started to absorb Aussie culture. So my next learning trip better be Japan. Yesh..i wanna raise my japanese standards. Father, i hope i'll be able to get another lifetime experience in an asian country real soon. Its a dream. A raging desire of mine. Ber & my sis are lucky. People so close to me are so near to their dreams. Happy for them!!

i cried my heart out at 11:15 AM

Everyone's going home for summer vacation. I am goin home, Ber & Chris are going back to S'pore in the first week of August, they will go to Taiwan for a few days to shop & buy their Oakley stuff before heading to S'pore. Johan is going back to S'pore nearing end of July. Ben & Vanessa are going back to Hongkong & China & they might consider coming down to S'pore cos most of us are there. So yippee! Maybe we will get to see one another soon, this time have fun in S'pore. Its great to know friends from other countries. Its like a small family here as we are all asians.

I bought a book yesterday. The title caught my attention. Its called 'The seven lively sins. How to enjoy your life,dammit'. I read & it was pretty interesting that i couldn't bear to close the book. At the very last page, i was thinking, 'hey dammit, the book has captured all the thoughts & desires i have inside me' This book is sooo me. And i laughed. Every single thing that i've learn & new perceptions that i've gain in Canada was printed exactly in this book. I'm gonna bring it back to S'pore & use it as a reminder of motivation. I have also just picked up a book few days ago called ' The five people you meet in heaven'. My sis have this book but i never once wanted to touch it. But when im here, it sorta itch me to open it up & read. Its great. I have not finished reading it but im going to. Mind you, i dont read anything except fashion mags in S'pore. See how Canada has changed me. A good start. And hope it'll never stop.

I went to Steeles yesterday. Went to the huge Superstore & Winners. I can't stop buying things for my family. Each stuff that i see that S'pore doesnt have, i will have the tendency to pick it up, throw it into my cart & well, bills went up as well. haha. When i went home to pack the stuff, *Horrified* I need to buy another luggage (which i am going to do so today) & squeezed in all my stuff. The huge luggage that i brought here has already been misused by me. It has been tortured with all the squashing & squeezing. How much have i spent? $2000 plus plus plus..not including my air tic which is $2000 as well. So it adds up to estimated $5000. My money!!! Not so heartache yet cos its stuff i need or lets just say 'want'.*Wobbles* I have not gone to USA!!! (i was suppose to go USA on Fri but the Rainbow village at Niagara falls had simply too much to see so we gave up the thought & postpone it to this coming Fri. I predicted that i will spend about $200 in US for a day. Two luggages are simply inadequate. I see all the stuff i have at Ber's house, i'm happy but i wanna cry too. Haha. Now i know why my parents spent more than $10 000 when we were in Melbourne & Tasmania a year plus back. I always thought was ridiculous. But my expenditure alone, $5000..hmm..okay not ridiculous anymore.

I'm going to Cameron Highlands when i get back home. The thoughts doesnt excite me but going with my cousins? yippee! And at least its cold down there & i wouldn't complain that its hot. When my sis got back from Melbourne after 2 yrs,all she do everyday is complain that S'pore is hot & i find it so irritating. Now is my turn. *evil grins. Cyn, u betta watch out! I envy my sis, went to Melb for 2 years & going Tokyo for 2 more years or not gona come back. That's why i'm not goin to turn my envy into green. i'm gona turn my envy into realizing & fufiling my dreams. There is like a full tank oil in my engine that drives me up. No way am i gonna come down. This is me. Stella. A girl who always wanna get anything she wants & hope for. kick'ass. Laughs.

i cried my heart out at 10:03 AM

Sunday, May 29, 2005

A hashbrown we ate in Boston Pizza at Rainbow village. Its called 'Smiles'. hehe

i cried my heart out at 9:58 AM

Us at Niagara.

i cried my heart out at 9:53 AM

I love the tulips!!!

i cried my heart out at 9:49 AM

There is an extra behind me..bernard trying to snatch my shot. haahaha

i cried my heart out at 9:44 AM

This is our quadcycle..Ben, Me, Vanessa & Johan

i cried my heart out at 9:42 AM

Welcome to Niagara Falls.

i cried my heart out at 9:30 AM

Another nice view of CN tower far right behind us.

i cried my heart out at 9:28 AM

Saturday, May 28, 2005

The Quadcycles

i cried my heart out at 9:15 PM

Back to the oldies

i cried my heart out at 9:14 PM

I'm the smallest gal to be spotted.

i cried my heart out at 9:11 PM

My first time climbing up on a tree..im the middle gal. haha.in case im too tiny to be spotted.

i cried my heart out at 9:10 PM

This is the quadcycle i'm talking bout!

i cried my heart out at 9:09 PM

Our backview looking at CN tower from Central park

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Chilled wine at the winery. Its classy..

i cried my heart out at 8:19 PM

Im at the winery..Near Niagara falls

i cried my heart out at 8:18 PM

Hungry??

i cried my heart out at 8:17 PM

Our korean hotpot -kam cha tang.

i cried my heart out at 8:17 PM

A clearer picture of Niagara from far

i cried my heart out at 8:16 PM

im so near the waterfall!! The water is tremendously splashing at us..look at the people wearing ponchos.

i cried my heart out at 8:15 PM

The amazing waterfall..Im on the boat..We are so near the falls & made us all wet becos of the gushing water.

i cried my heart out at 8:12 PM

Real tulips at Niagara Falls Park

i cried my heart out at 8:11 PM

Niagara Falls.. Yes it looks fake but its real..No photoshop..& Ber is talking on the phone while we r taking pics! Humph

i cried my heart out at 8:01 PM

Frankinstein behind us..Its like a very cartoon world here. I like it!

i cried my heart out at 7:59 PM

Rainbow village at Niagara Falls. Looks like the "Movieworld" in Gold coast australia that i've been to. So cute!!

i cried my heart out at 7:58 PM

Just came out from the 'Maid of the Mist" boat from the Niagara waterfalls. Very wet..

i cried my heart out at 7:57 PM