[Stella's daily confessions. I dare to confess, i love to express & i live to impress] ============================================================

Monday, February 28, 2005
Woke up with a sore eye today. It hurts when i blink and was redness all over. Well, planned to see a doc and just as i was taking my time to run my errands before i visit the doc, i noticed through the glass reflections that it wasnt that bad afterall..it was slowly subsiding. So i gave up the plan of taking MC for school, went home and prepare to go to school. GEEZ...there goes my mc. haha.

Weather's humid today and i'm quite glad i managed to finish like 2/3 of my sewing. Phew..Hope i can finish it tomorrow. Alyssa kept reminding me, next week is the last week of school and my mind goes 'next week is the last week of school' non-stop. Im quite happy actually. As in, im able to have my 3 months holiday real soon. Its very much anticipated you know what i mean? I want to learn driving, work and go to Australia.

Well, even though next week is the last week of sch, that doesnt mean full stop. I will have a study break and after which two major exams. 22nd of march marks down my final exam and i will be free like a bird!!! Oh no, are we going to have a buffet after our exams again? That always happens after our tests ya? Smirks.

Right..have i been talking too much. I wana go rest now..time to be a couch potato and munch on my cornflakes with milk. Like a little kid huh. ya i am. Hee.

i cried my heart out at 9:30 AM


Saturday, February 26, 2005
it felt as if it was the last straw. hurts like someone is pinching me all over. tears drop, dew by dew. unforgiven.

i cried my heart out at 9:30 PM


Friday, February 25, 2005
alrites, im so excited in getting familiar with my PDA. There are so many functions and im kinda confused in using them. Haha..well, practise makes puuurrrfect huh. So i guess i will be meddling with it, everywhere i go. Nah, not that exaggerating. Hmm, esp bus trips home..keep me busy..haha so that i wont waste my time staring out of the bus windows, looking at familiar sights everyday. How borin can it get!

It should be an idiot proof PDA huh..if not i will have troubles using it. Well, first n foremost, i need to download all the MP3s to it..YIPEE!!! Gota go now. Sobz..am i neglecting ya bloggie? laughs..

i cried my heart out at 11:05 PM


Thursday, February 24, 2005
im dying of exhaustion..phew. Been bloggin unfrequently huh. Yeap..Cos im really busy. Two weeks later and i will be having my final exams! Well, having mixed feelins' thou. Happy that im gona graduate but sad that im leaving Tp. But well, its time to move on..been there for years..time to get out. hah.

Ooh, and im kinda happy. Just got myself a PDA! Geez. Well, hope i will be more organized and unforgettful after having a personal assistant with me. Kinda exp..but well, its features include MP3 player and camera. Yea!! What i've wanted.

Test tomorrow..half-hearted. Hmm..y? probably i jus dont have the mood to study? was busy doing something for sweetz for our 1 year anniversary. Well, its something to draw my attention to besides work, projects and tests. Duh.. Borin.

Oh the Howl's moving castle is out today. Should i watch it? Hmm..its an anticipated film. Should be worth catching it. Hmm, but do i even have time to catch it? laughs..well, let me see if i could squeeze in some time. Gota go for bible study on sat. Hope to get closer to god but yet having a lazy mind. Should discipline myself more huh. Alrites, no more of my nonsense. Gota get out of here and start studying. Sayonara.

i cried my heart out at 10:01 PM


Sunday, February 20, 2005
Im soo happy.Smilez.. Finally get to spend time with sweetz yesterday. Well, he accompanied me to peace centre to get my projects done. All thanks to him for being there, if not i will be flustered.Blastered too. The project was sort of a jinx. well..'jinx it'. I really spent alot of time, money and effort doing it, please..will the lecturers pity me..*beggin them with innocent eyes.

We headed down to takashimaya coffee express and indulged in my favourite mudpie. Delicious, satisfying..Mmmm...yummy. Thank you bunnie. He was the one who introduce the mudpie to me and i fell in love with it. The next sinful thing we drank was the popular ice mocha vanilla. Well, i aint a coffee lover..but who cares. It tastes like some sorbet. Its indeed a great treat after a day of hard work.

Bunnie was upset. cos i couldnt spend much time with his like last time. poor bunnie. He had a biathalon in Sentosa today. Without fail, no doubts about him, he went in first in the team. That's my boy. Dont get big headed huh. luvya.

i cried my heart out at 8:24 PM



Hey, i was thinking of gettin a PDA with MP3 player. Anyone knows of good brands..im an idiot when it comes to these electronic devices. Tag me and let me know ya. Thanks guys..

i cried my heart out at 8:00 PM


Friday, February 18, 2005
i'm having a stiff neck and backache..all thanks to doing my brochure in fireworks. Its tough work..it aint easy!

Woah, have been working non-stop since 12 noon til now. Can you imagine? My blood isn't circulating well and erm, my vision is kinda blurred starring at the computer. NUTS. But i'm glad, i finished 16 pages of the brochure.

Well, im doing a diabetes brochure for diabetic patients. Laughs. How interesting isn't it? I was suppose to go to school today! BUT, im stuck with my work. How happy can i get? Can i enjoy my whole of saturday please? Can god please gimme some time to spend it with my bunnie?

Its 9pm and i havent had my dinner. Am i a workaholic or what? Once i start, i can't stop. I need a good massage. Good heavens.

i cried my heart out at 9:00 PM


Wednesday, February 16, 2005
pixie has been disappearing for days. She is WANTED. guess she must be busy with her school work..Oh yes she is!

Brrrr...i have so many projects to do!!! Goin' madness..So sorry guys, for those who have been askin' me to go out. I jus can't seem to find a slot. Make it up when my work is done.

TP's having open house and my design works are displayed. They better dont meddle with my stuff and ruin them. i'll kill them..its my precious hard work.

I've been wondering, who else is visiting my bloggie? haha, i mean, im amazed at the 500 odd counters. Woah, there must be lotsa people whom i dont know. Well, my blog's borin. dont fall asleep..laughs. alrite. its time for me to tuck in to bed. ciao.

i cried my heart out at 11:40 PM




another blur pix..laughs Posted by Hello

i cried my heart out at 7:40 AM




wat a blur pixz Posted by Hello

i cried my heart out at 7:39 AM


Sunday, February 13, 2005
havent been bloggin lately..been busy going out celebrating chinese new year and also ceres birthday. Tomorrow is Valentine's day! Woah..thats fast..Hope that all couples tomorrow will have a lovely dovey time and for those singles, hope you guys have fun with your friends.

Love is in the air..Roses, chocolates, gifts etc..laughs. Ooh by the way, chinablack was fun on friday night. The music was kinda alrite, but i would prefer wednesday thou. Ceres treat -korean food was fabulous as well! what a weekend! Bunnie wants another tatto to be done..thats gona be the third tatto if he ever does it again. Humph..addiction huh. why not my name..bwahhaa..thats the last thing he would think of. right bunnie?

alrites..i betta get going and start on my projects. no more blabbering. Full stop.

i cried my heart out at 6:35 PM




Self obsession Posted by Hello

i cried my heart out at 2:25 AM


Tuesday, February 08, 2005
Countdown..2 hrs later, i would be having steamboat with my family. Well, there would be lotsa food..yummy! my teddies wanna join for steamboat as well. laughs. Im gona be busy helping my mum to lay out those food in an hour's time.

Yawnz..im so sleepy. Been sleepin around 2am almost everyday. Not because i have work to do but im used to the sleeping pattern. Sharks..when will i ever get to sleep before midnight?

Okay,its gona be a long day tomorrow. Routine? wakes up at 8am or even earlier, dress up and be at my grandma house. Sets off from grandma house to two folks houses and thats it. laughs. Its routinal every year. Sounds like a short day isnt it?But i have decided to stretch my day to make it more interesting. Go home around mid-noon to receive guest and sets off around evening for another visit. Probably later at night meet up with rac for drinks etc. Thats more like it. If not, every year my house visiting ends at 2pm on the first day of new year. And my sis and i would be grumbling and bored.

Happy chinese new year my dear friends! And have a great reunion tonight. pixie is having a feast with the fairies from neverland. Hurray! :)

i cried my heart out at 4:18 PM




watssup,i know im cute. stop staring at me.  Posted by Hello

i cried my heart out at 12:30 AM


Sunday, February 06, 2005
another all time favourite song of pixie:

The one I gave my heart to

How could the one I gave my heart to, break my heart so bad
How could the one who make me happy, make me feel so sad
Wont somebody tell me, so I can understand?
If you love me, how could you hurt me like that?
How could the one I gave my world to, throw my world away
How could the one who say I love you, say the things he say
How could the one I was so true to just tell me lies
How could the one I gave my heart to, break this heart of minetell me
How could you be so cold to me, when I give you everything
All my love, all I had inside
How could you just walk out the door
How could you not love me anymore
I thought we have is forever, I cant understand
How could the one I shared my dreams with, take my dreams from me
How could the love that puts us pleasure, brings such misery
Wont somebody tell me, somebody tell me please
If you love me, how could you do that to me..tell me

i cried my heart out at 5:38 PM



no dinner todae, mum's not cooking. Shall i have macdonald's? *beams* yes yes..haha im still like a little kid, craving for mac.

Tomorrow's gona be a short day in sch! Yippee... 1 hour of lecture and after that, i had to submit my design project and after that i gota rush to my grandma house to help my mum out. Bz with the new year stuff. Oh no..is it not very nice not to wear all brand new clothes for new year? hope not..i dont have the time to buy!! or should i say i really dont see clothes that i fancy?

pixie pulls out rugs and start sewing for her new clothes..laughs..

i cried my heart out at 5:15 AM


Saturday, February 05, 2005
sulks..sulks..sulks..im a sad little pixie. sat on the mushroom. life is great isnt it. but why is pixie sulking? cos she feels imcomplete. she feels half of herself is gone. gone with the wind. when will she ever find her true self back? pixie awaits patiently. but for now..she still decides to sulk.

i cried my heart out at 11:00 PM



did a little last min shoppin with my family. My mum wanted to head down to J8. However, i still need materials for my sewing proj that needs to be handed up on mon..aaahh..so i suggested Tampines mall instead..haha.

Well, my sis spent quite alot of money and my mum bought new clothes! yea..its been a long time since she splurge on herself. As for me..i spent most of the time in spotlight searching for my materials. Wanted to have a manicure done but both TM and CS were fully booked! gosh, good biz isnt it? Well, i had to resort to the nail boutique nearby my house cos my nails colour are running off and its unsightly. Guess what..good biz too..hmm but luckily i manage to get an appointment at night. Beams. saw a boyfriend waiting patiently for his gf to get her nails done. thought of something and sighs, nvm.

No new clothes, no new bags, no new shoes. No mood to buy, no mood for new year. haha..sounds a little pathetic yea. alrite, i gota rush my deadlines now. The lecturers are inhumane. Gave us so much work over the weekends and new year to complete. *strangle them* haha..jus kidding.

i cried my heart out at 7:00 PM




close up...those are ants head..laughs & chokes.. Posted by Hello

i cried my heart out at 7:03 AM




hahahaha..something that i sewed for my sewing project! so cute til i think my design lec will laugh at me. sulks. Posted by Hello

i cried my heart out at 7:01 AM


Thursday, February 03, 2005
alrites, didnt go to sch today. visited the doc and she predicted that i might have appendicitis. pls pls hope the pain will be gone soon. pixie dont want surgery.

i have soo much work on hand. dont want to delay my work either. New year is approachin, hurray! cant wait to go out and enjoy myself. Happy new year to everyone who visits my blog. Hope u guys become a fatty rich one! laughs.

i cried my heart out at 8:20 PM


Wednesday, February 02, 2005
feelin weak & a little not feelin well..not writing anyting today..

i cried my heart out at 10:15 PM


A girl with big dreams

STELLA
A gemini twin; June 15th
A dreamer; unrealistic
A petite lady
A devoted lover
A gullible kid;A silly baby
A child-like nature
A fashion fanatic; loves design
A fun-loving gal
A chirpy talkative
A simple yet complex personality
A crazy chick
A language lover
Jap, Korean & French
A soft-hearted girl
A beach gal wannabe
A R&B lover; A hip-hop fan
An amatuer dancer; street jazz & hip hop

My life till now >>
01/01/2005 - 02/01/2005 02/01/2005 - 03/01/2005 03/01/2005 - 04/01/2005 04/01/2005 - 05/01/2005 05/01/2005 - 06/01/2005 06/01/2005 - 07/01/2005 07/01/2005 - 08/01/2005 08/01/2005 - 09/01/2005 09/01/2005 - 10/01/2005 10/01/2005 - 11/01/2005 11/01/2005 - 12/01/2005
* i'm surprised that my new blog seemed to be known ...
* My cute little doggie has to be here.  
* Alright, i have moved! Some of you might have rece...
* My blog will be moved to a new addy for more priva...
* Seen a doc today, had so many medication plus anti...
* I fell sick suddenly yesterday night. Had a bad th...
* I watched a flim at home today on a lazy afternoon...
* And what happens when you put a subtle little boy ...
* Choc & Doggie. What happens when you put two femal...
* I like this the most. Looks comfy & special. Would...