[Stella's daily confessions. I dare to confess, i love to express & i live to impress]

Saturday, January 29, 2005

pixie's back at 10.45pm..sighs.. Well the day went fine. Only me & rac went walkin ard. Ceres had to acc her mom for shoppin as well and we kept bummin into each other. Real coicidence.

Felt a little irritated because orchard was crowded due to last min shoppers. I was glad to have my best friend with me, at least i wont feel lonely and happier of course. I have no idea why, my heart kept having the pain of needle piercing it thru. Had experienced it long ago and went for a medical ECG check-up and now its back again. Its quite unbearable at times, makes me hard to breath or have the feelin' that the heart's gona burst out with blood. sobz.

well, rac was complain' that her V day is gona suck..but i consoled her and said that i will be in the same state as her. Prob we should just spend it together. Davidoff's havin promotion in orchard today and they were givin out roses to the women. Both of us got it..haha. kinda sweet.

She was complainin bout her life while we were goin home together in cab. But the sweet miracle happened. Her beau from algeria called her and she was over the moon. Well, its so sweet. I mean, when she is upset..she got a call from her loved one and that makes her day. She isnt sad anymore at the end of the day. She was talkin to her beau while i just stared out of the window admirin the night scene. Im happy for her. Thou i wished it would be me, it wouldn't so i dont hope. I dont like hopin, it becomes fat hopes at the end of the day.

Well, its really hurting. I cant write anymore. I betta go rest. Thanks bloggie for sharin. Luv'ya.

i cried my heart out at 10:59 PM