[Stella's daily confessions. I dare to confess, i love to express & i live to impress]

Saturday, January 08, 2005

Couldnt get to sleep yesterday night and still felt like lazing on the bed,the weather's so cool today. But i guess i better wake up and do some stuff and have a nap later. Was thinking about alot of things. The good stuff and the bad stuff. Though we went through ample bad ordeals, i tend to remember the good stuff more often. We did alot of memorable stuff together, going to wild wild wet, suntanning at his uncle's place, watching 'Brotherhood' with my teddie, flying a mini kite at the open field near his house, studying together at his place and gota have us separated otherwise we would be distracted, going to sentosa waiting for him to end his competition while i sat at delifrance doing my work,chalet with jon at changi, sitting on the window rill of his room looking for stars, cooking for him to eat, having a mini bbq at his house and having a mini steamboat at my house,making his room into a mini theatre and he was getting excited like a little boy, and yeah, never forgotten he made me walk such a long distance from his house to east coast and back home, i was pouting like a little girl. So many things that we have done together but i always felt that there are more stuff left undone that i would wanna do with him. So many places that i wana go with him and so many ideas of spending time together. Probably that's the reason why i always hang on to it no matter how rocky it gets.

i cried my heart out at 11:30 AM