[Stella's daily confessions. I dare to confess, i love to express & i live to impress]

Tuesday, March 01, 2005

daily routine: munchin on cornflakes with milk. skipped my dinner cos i didnt have much appetite but thinking of cornflakes with cold milk...mmm..irresistable. laughs..well it aint that delicious, just that its healthy n the cold milk smoothes the humid weather.

Havent have much to blog lately becos i've been doing my projects or studying or quizzes. Its been a long time since i got together with my friends for buddie time. Well, to me, 2005 is a year of farewells. Bidding goodbye to people who are close to me. I wonder how my life is gona be when one by one leaves and my whole world shrinks.

I lost:

my retarded piggie
my best frens, rachel who is leaving to Algeria on 18th march
& ceres, who is goin to US coming August.
Lin's flying to Adelaide soon.

Will my world crumble. No one to be there for me when im upset, no one to share woes and happiness with, no one to shop and bitch around. Yea, how i wish im flying overseas and study as well but im bonded with MOE. so fat hope.

Life's gona be clicking emails, making distant calls to catch up with one another. No physical interaction. huh. Right, all the gals are leavin and there leaves poor pixie in spore. boohoo. And someting that angers me. TP jus came up with a new course 'Retail Management'!! Grr..why does it always benefit the younger generation. Im graduating and there comes my interested course. Life is unfair. No questions asked.

i cried my heart out at 10:40 PM