[Stella's daily confessions. I dare to confess, i love to express & i live to impress]

Thursday, March 31, 2005

Had a simple yet delicious lunchie with the gals today near Maxwell Road. Ceres gave rach a farewell hug and two kisses on the cheek before she left for work. Both of them almost cried. *sighs

Oh god. I warned rach not to cry tomorrow, if not i will start tearing too. Huggies allowed but dont kiss me i said. *giggles.. Oh no, im losing my dear friend tomorrow.

Hmm, i'm still keeping my fingers crossed bout that ads. Actually i do have mixed feelings. I do want to get that job for cash & also for experience, but at the same time do not feel like going for it as it kinds of stress me up and i feel im not up to it. I have to go for fitting of clothes and stuff. Gota wear professional clothes. *Awe.. I dont know why im so stress. Maybe its becos i feel im not the type of girls they are looking for their ads and if they really did choose me, that doubles the stress. I have to make myself look mature.

Ceres dated me to go sun tanning this Sat. Alright baby. Let's go for a buddie time(this time w/o rachel)..sobz.

i cried my heart out at 8:55 PM