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Monday, May 09, 2005
To the person who insulted me in my tag-board. Is 'sour grapes' the only words u know after having high education for so many years in s'pore? And do you know the exact meaning of sour grapes? Why would u actually think that i would be having sour grapes of Shujing? To think u'll have such funny imaginations of me being jealous of her. I am so sorry to tell you this, but i am kinda happy with myself & i think i'm no where worst off than her. U think i am jealous of her being an air-stewardess like what u wrote? Then i must be super jealous of all the celebrities in Hollywood. Well, whether you like to hear this or not, i think i can be an air-stewardess easily if i want to but i dont want cos i dont like the exposure. So? i think my looks & brains are enough to get me in. U wanna puke? Puke all you want! *do you need a plastic bag?

I am kinda tired of this. First, everyone was aiming at you guys. Now when i have travelled so far to the other side of the world, people choose to aim at me. HELLO?? Why did i choose to come to Canada, to run away from things?? Hell, NO. Its to start a new life c'mon. And yes like i've said, it might not be you people, i used the word 'might be', i am not pointing fingers directly at u alright. I just want you guys to know that even if you are the ones that are scolding me a slut, i'm okay. I am not going to go back to your blog, start a commotion & scold you a slut or a bastard back cos i think its pretty pointless & childish when both of you are having a good life & so am i here. So why spoil it. So the whoever (not saying both of you now) still wish to continue to be crude in my tag-board, you may wish to continue sprouting your nonsense cos i guess either you will just be ignored or other people who don't like your presence in my blog will choose to fight till the end with you. Alright, i am not gona say anything anymore! *phew

Happy things:
6 people in the space wagon (Ber, Chris, Stella, Ben, Zoey & Vanessa)
It was fun travelling with so many people in the huge car & there were lotsa laughter & fun during the drive up to Ottawa & Montreal.
I left Toronto on Fri (about 7am) & went to "Ottawa" (reached abt 1pm). Ottawa is the capital of Canada & explains why there are so many parliment buildings & its so beautiful. Its more beautiful than Toronto because the surroundings seem like there are many castles around while Toronto is more like a skyscraper city. We went to view the 'Tulips exhibition' by the lake. Wow, Canada''s soil can grow really beautiful tulips, you just feel like plucking one. Took quite a few pictures with the castle-like buildings, gona post them up.

We continued our journey for about 2 hours & reached Montreal. One piece of advice for everyone. Only those who loves french can consider making a trip down to Montreal. Everything in Montreal is in french. People speak french, menus, road signs, prices etc.. Phew. Even Macdonald's menu are in french. And the people down there assume that you can speak french and they will start blabbering french though they can see that you are an Asian. Ber hates Montreal, haha..cos when he switched on the hotel tv, the news, cartoons & shows were all in french!!! *laughs. But for me, i love it. I am so glad that learning french becomes really useful for me during this trip. I had to speak french for almost anything down there..be it checking in hotel, ordering food, asking for directions, shopping etc. It sort of intrigues me. Glad that i was able to understand what they speak, if not i couldnt have replied them.

Montreal is beautiful, you would feel as if you are in Paris or France. Really, no joke. And the people down there are friendly, nice & artistic. You'll see people sketching, painting etc on the streets. I cannot stand it anymore. Everyday we are eating in restaurants for like 2 meals. I really feel very sick of it. Now i miss home cook food. I think i have put on weight because i eat ice cream everyday or bubble tea. i dont know why i can't resist ice-cream though the weather is so cold here.

Shopping in Montreal is purrfect cos they have this huge underground shopping centre where there were 1000 over boutiques. Bought a few things from there..hehe.. Ben(same age as me, a hongkie) went to one boutique & bought a few necklace & chains for $600 over CDN dollars. We were amazed by his spending power! For accessories alone cost him close to $700 bucks. Its about $1000 sing dollar. He is a metrosexual guy, haha, vain too! We visited lotsa churches too cos Montreal have majestic churches which is one of their popuar tourist spot. Aah..Montreal & Ottawa are really nice cities outside of Toronto. Let's have a trip soon with the bunch of people again.

*Thank u with a sincere heart to my friends & cousins who are so protective towards me. I am very touched. Really from the bottom of my heart. Thank u *hugs*

i cried my heart out at 9:02 AM


A girl with big dreams

STELLA
A gemini twin; June 15th
A dreamer; unrealistic
A petite lady
A devoted lover
A gullible kid;A silly baby
A child-like nature
A fashion fanatic; loves design
A fun-loving gal
A chirpy talkative
A simple yet complex personality
A crazy chick
A language lover
Jap, Korean & French
A soft-hearted girl
A beach gal wannabe
A R&B lover; A hip-hop fan
An amatuer dancer; street jazz & hip hop

My life till now >>
01/01/2005 - 02/01/2005 02/01/2005 - 03/01/2005 03/01/2005 - 04/01/2005 04/01/2005 - 05/01/2005 05/01/2005 - 06/01/2005 06/01/2005 - 07/01/2005 07/01/2005 - 08/01/2005 08/01/2005 - 09/01/2005 09/01/2005 - 10/01/2005 10/01/2005 - 11/01/2005 11/01/2005 - 12/01/2005
* First of all, i just came back from Montreal & saw...
* Showing off my new tee in the kitchen! 
* why is the pic so tilted? haha 
* uh oh! time flies
* become a maid in toronto..haha
* OMIGOD
* A quick pose for Ber. he hates takin pics for us. 
* Bus stop..going to Yorkdale with Chris 
* Lazin ard..
* See the white stuff? Its ice falling on my jackets!