[Stella's daily confessions. I dare to confess, i love to express & i live to impress]

Saturday, July 30, 2005

Backed from the airport. Expected that my mum would definetly cry and she did. I guess she should be immuned that my sis just love to go overseas & not come back home for few years. She said the house seemed quiet & cold without our voices. She is proud of her two daughters being in the education profession leading & nuturing the future generation. Haha. She should be a teacher then.

My cousins, aunt & uncle were all there. My cousins noticed that i am taller now. Haha. So i guess its 'clinically' proven that stella has really grown taller after everyone seemed to tell me the same thing. I noticed it myself too,esp when i stand beside my sis..people always think i'm the elder sis. I thought she shrunk but she didn't. "Onechan matte kudasai. Nihon kitto e ikimasu. Hontou. Buchan mo ikimashoo, shinpai shi naide"

My cousins & i were chatting bout the pros & cons of being a steward/ess. Well it always seem great to have chances of travelling to many places in the world. But i asked my cousin a Q which i have pondered at the age of 16 (after my 'O's when my mum asked me to go for an interview featured in the newspapers) Do you want a job that ask 'Sir or Mdm, Tea or coffee, chicken or fish' everyday? She agreed with what i say. And do you want to have a stable r/s? without having to think of what your boyfriend is doing in your hometown?

It does seem all perfect travelling everywhere. But when i asked myself these Q, i know i do not want a life like a waitress pouring wine or serving food. I personally would get really tired one day. And if i were to have problems with my partner, that would be hell in the plane. I may one day be one esp when i don't find Mr right so travelling everywhere doesn't matter, just like how my cousin & i felt, but not now. I wanna pursue education first & to me, having the money to travel as tourists would be much better instead of rushing with the limited time given to spare. Each profession has things that outsiders would not understand. Just like being a teacher. People might think that teachers are nerdy & boring. But seriously, think twice. The teachers i know nowadays club like any other human being.

There is a doggie show in expo tommorow. My cousins gonna bring their jack russel called 'Chocolate' for a day of fun. I wanna see my dear little doggies shih tzu & maltese. :)

i cried my heart out at 11:05 PM