[Stella's daily confessions. I dare to confess, i love to express & i live to impress]

Sunday, September 25, 2005

I will have to go on a diet plan immediately. Stress period is here.

I'm addicted to chocolates (Esp Kinder bueno, Ferror rocher, Kit kat, Crunch & White chocolates), then i'm craving for Coca Cola, esp Vanilla coke EVERYDAY. And for the past few days, i'm gorging down Macdonald's full meal for supper. I ate 6 bars of kit kat within 2 hours yesterday.

Yeap, when you see me doing that, you know i'm S..T..R..E..S..S.. Maybe next time in my office, i will have a hotline quick dial-up to Macdonald's delivery and a mini fridge bar that holds treasures of chocolate bars. It's so typical of me when i start munching a bar of chocolate, i know i'm screwed up in the tiny grey matter of mine.

Its 25th September. 2 months more of hard work. It still seemed pretty long. How long more can i endure til i get to soak myself in the hot tub of natural hot spring water admist the natual mountains & snow. This is my 'motivator'. I'll have to get through this period. Nothing in life comes free & i'll have to work hard before i start enjoying life. Right now, i'll have to think of ways to have therapeutic stress reliever to get through these sloughed days.

i cried my heart out at 6:23 AM