[Stella's daily confessions. I dare to confess, i love to express & i live to impress]

Sunday, January 09, 2005

urgh..wrote such a long blog and it disappears just like that. Wonder if it is not meant to be published. Gota write it again..packed my stuff today at noon and made sure that i didnt leave anything behind. The stuff were heavy and my books were the culprit. Owells..took a cab to and fro(due to the rain and the heavy bags)..cost me a bomb. But never mind, i consoled myself. If i was able to clear everything today, no matter how much money, i will pay. Packing my stuff seems to be a routine for me..but a bad routine.So silly of me, each time i packed, i never learn my lesson. Learnt something new today from my cousin Amy. Felt a little enlightened. Missed the memorial service at expo. Planned to go with rachel and pray together with the crowd but it only starts at 5pm and i had to be at home to do my sewing. If only it started in the noon as i was so near expo. Cancelled the plan and watched it at home. Felt sad,cant be much of a help..felt useless but no point thinking this way. Do something. half of the day is gone and school starts tomorrow again. Weekends pass really fast..maybe i should go for coffee later..better go ring up my fren now.

Enlightened; it will be over.

i cried my heart out at 6:15 PM