[Stella's daily confessions. I dare to confess, i love to express & i live to impress]

Saturday, April 09, 2005

I spent the whole saturday at home. I am feeling kinda low and lonely. Having a headache (prob because i slept like 5am yesterday & the hangover etc)

Brendan left for Shanghai & we can't have buddie time. Ceres is busy with work. I do have a choice to go out, but i don't know. I guess im feeling drained, so i chose to stay at home. The past few weeks, my saturday was filled with programmes. Today seemed dead. It felt like Sunday to me. I seemed to have lotsa things to say. If not i would explode. But really my friends, I am so sorry. I seemed to make you guys worry for me time & time again. I do not wish to drain you people as well.

Mum was urging me to teach her to use MSN & hotmail just now,so that she could communicate with me when i go to Canada & when my sis leaves for Japan. She is picking up quite fast..Hee..She better not forget when i leave otherwise its redundant. Is leaving for Canada for 2 months, a great choice? Would i be forgotten by..

i cried my heart out at 9:30 PM