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Saturday, April 02, 2005
My darling pal has left. Went in around 9.45pm yesterday..(last call for her plane). The afternoon was kind of hectic. Was running last min errands with her at Wisma atria buying her make-up and necessities, changing currency etc. "last buddie time together", had fun rushing & shopping.

She has this guy friend, whom is so nice, driving us to every destinations that she had to make last min errands around orchard and back to her home in Yishun. I had to help her pack her luggage (dont be amazed..yes her lingerie...many of them) haha. She seemed like a lost girl. So many things to pack!

Sat in her mum's friend's car to the airport. Didn't really talk much (i guess both of us are tensed). When she saw the airport, she said 'i cant believe it, i am really flying away.' Then she put her hand forward to my hands, gave me a pat and said ' U've got to take care'. I turned and looked at her and said ' U should be the one who needs to take care, I am in Singapore with my friends and family, i am fine'.

I have warned her not to cry and she must look pretty else her mascara will smudged and she wouldn't look pretty. I must threatened her like that, if not she will cry & i will cry too. We went to the food court before the departure, and shared our dinner for the last time. We have a habit of sharing food everytime. Now it seems like i have to finish 1 portion myself. There came the annoucement and we had to rush to the gate to send her off. Hmm around 10 people were there to send her off. She chose to hug me the last. And when she came to me, her eyes were red, going to cry. We gave each other a hug and two kisses on the cheek. Then she said again ' U must take care huh.' Almost made me cry, held it back. Then i replied 'U must have fun in Algeria.' Remember, Go there and be happy. (its her dream) Was waving goodbye to her til she left.

Jason wanted to see her off but he came late. So he missed her, just for that few minutes. We drove to fisherman village for supper & drinks and i could see so many aeroplanes flying above us. Its gonna be my turn soon. 25 days later.

She called me this afternoon, telling me she reached Istambul (her stopover destination) and kept telling me to take care again. Haha, i guess she is worried for me. She knows im like a little girl, but she is too! Happy for her, in no time, she will reach Algeria soon. Pray that she has a safe journey! *smilez.

i cried my heart out at 3:30 PM


A girl with big dreams

STELLA
A gemini twin; June 15th
A dreamer; unrealistic
A petite lady
A devoted lover
A gullible kid;A silly baby
A child-like nature
A fashion fanatic; loves design
A fun-loving gal
A chirpy talkative
A simple yet complex personality
A crazy chick
A language lover
Jap, Korean & French
A soft-hearted girl
A beach gal wannabe
A R&B lover; A hip-hop fan
An amatuer dancer; street jazz & hip hop

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