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Thursday, April 14, 2005
Stabbed..stabbed..stabbed..Bled.When will it ever run dry..

11 days left. Am i looking forward to leave s'pore? i really hope so.Beggin to leave.

So sweet of Ceres to call me up & wanted to spend some time with me before i leave.Thx gal.

Anyway,i have decided to come back early. I changed my flight to an earlier date.Hope i don't regret it. I have to pay close to $100 bucks to make amendments. I am looking forward to come back early to s'pore,even before i actually leave for Toronto?

I'm mad. yea..i'm mad. i'm a lunatic..i'm crazy..i'm dumb..i'm irritating..i'm expecting alot..i don't worth a penny..i'm stressing people..i have no control in life..i can't lead the life i dream of..i deserve to get scolded..i deserve to be treated this way..i'm worthless..i'm nuts..

buds,dont bother bout me. im lamenting.

i cried my heart out at 3:00 PM


A girl with big dreams

STELLA
A gemini twin; June 15th
A dreamer; unrealistic
A petite lady
A devoted lover
A gullible kid;A silly baby
A child-like nature
A fashion fanatic; loves design
A fun-loving gal
A chirpy talkative
A simple yet complex personality
A crazy chick
A language lover
Jap, Korean & French
A soft-hearted girl
A beach gal wannabe
A R&B lover; A hip-hop fan
An amatuer dancer; street jazz & hip hop

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