I am never gonna take alcohol ever again. I have never felt so drunk and the feeling was really bad.

Mind spinning, head swaying, walk sideways, nauseous, throwing up, insomnia, dehydration..if you put a cup of alcohol in front of me, i will look at it & feel disgusted. I could still remember the taste of that weird drink yesterday. I need a sweet to combat that taste.

Kept gobbling food down as well, just to make sure that my stomach doesnt grouch too much due to the alcohol. Sigh..it was unintentional. I didn't know the alcohol was so strong. And i drank too fast i guessed.

Stella is afraid of alcohol now. Very afraid..

15 days left. Scary isn't it.