[Stella's daily confessions. I dare to confess, i love to express & i live to impress]

Monday, May 30, 2005

I must thank god that i'm given the opportunity to come over here & learn. I'm like so enthusiastic to learn anything here. Yeap & i thank god for making it happen so easily with the snap of my fingers. I didn't realized that my thoughts of 'coming to Canada' would be approved by my parents within like less than 5 minutes. And then here i am. Its like magic.

I'm ecstatic that Ber & Chris are here. I guess it would be very different if i come over alone,without knowing anybody. Having them around is really enjoyable. This is my second time travelling with them by the way. Haha. Now that i know quite a number of people here, its easier for me to come over again. I must emphasize this again 'its really different travelling alone & w/o parents.' I like the 'adult feeling'. I like the small adventures of my own in a completely foreign land. Armed with my camera, my sights & my ears..i start my little adventure. I'm pretty familiar with Toronto right now. I've been like taking the subway(TTC) so many times to go places & places. I'm no lost kiddo.

Its different from having short holidays. U'll never get to experience the life & culture of the place if you just stay for like a week in a place. I've learnt now that if i wanna travel, i better make sure its a long trip. Not just a day or two thing. It's considered nothing if i travel to lotsa countries but just for a short while. Ask me bout' the trip i went to Sdyney, Brisbane, Perth & Gold Coast. What have i learn from there? Nothing..absolute nothing, prob just rushing for eating & shopping. Is that learning? No, that's prob indulging. geez. Thank god trip to Melbourne & Tasmania was a long trip & it was only then i started to absorb Aussie culture. So my next learning trip better be Japan. Yesh..i wanna raise my japanese standards. Father, i hope i'll be able to get another lifetime experience in an asian country real soon. Its a dream. A raging desire of mine. Ber & my sis are lucky. People so close to me are so near to their dreams. Happy for them!!

i cried my heart out at 11:15 AM