[Stella's daily confessions. I dare to confess, i love to express & i live to impress]

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

i'm getting a little bit anxious at the thought of going back to S'pore. I made a right decision in coming to Canada, even though at first i was apprehensive but after i came here, its an eye opener. I learnt so many stuff, visited so many beautiful & marvellous places, made new friends from all over the world, have sumptous meal everyday, enabled me to speak french & japanese here, enjoyed every moment staying with Ber & Chris & had many once in a lifetime experiences. It's overwhelming. It changed the perception that i have on my own life & gives me the drive to wanna start doing the things i've always wanted to do.

I almost went back to Melbourne again as i know a warm family who have been welcoming me to go over & stay with them for summer vacation.I guessed it wouldn't be as fun as coming over here to stay with Ber & Chris as we are related & didn't have a age gap. Its definetly different travelling without adults or parents as you get all the freedom & zero restrictions. Melbourne is a must for me to go back once more,cos i wanna go to Victoria & St. Kilda beach but my top priority now is to save up money for my trip to Japan & this time i probably wanna stay there for two months if the end-of the-year holidays is long enough.

Ber & Chris are going back to S'pore this end of July. Ber requested to go for a student exchange programme at NUS..haha..at first i thought was silly cos he could have gone to other countries for exchange, why Singapore??..but he misses home & will be staying for 4 months before going back to Toronto. Hehe, that's only like about a month plus after i go back & i'll get to see them again. Maybe i will urge them to go Japan with me in december before they continue their flight from Japan to Toronto. (its convenient by the way) I must plan ahead. This time save up even more money & have a crazy time in Japan!

i cried my heart out at 10:37 AM