[Stella's daily confessions. I dare to confess, i love to express & i live to impress]

Monday, May 02, 2005

Mon
2pm Aaahhh.....aahhh!!!! it started to pour..and we heard not water droplets sound..but something hard. We peeped out of the window..its white & hard..Omigod!!!!!!!!!!! Its raining "snow"! Me & chris grab our jackets & rushed out of the house to take pics of it...BRRR..damn cold & the hard ice kept hitting on me!!! I am so happy!!! God, thank you thank you! Thank you for letting me see "snow" even though its Summer here!!! I am so delighted. I am going crazy...It was 1.45am (spore time Mon night) when it started snowing. I am happy like a little kid!! *Geez.

4.30pm Backed from coin laundry. Bad experience. Today was the first time i went out alone in Toronto & i went to do my laundry nearby the house. I was alone with a Spanish man in the laundry shop. He didnt have detergent,so do i, so i went to buy & lend it to him. Then he started talking to me. Kept sayin you are pretty & so i reply many times 'thank u' cos i dont know what to say. Then in the middle of the conversation, you know what he said? 'Do you want to live with me? ' & grabbed my hand. I pulled it off. Then he continued..i am serious, i've divorced & you are pretty & i like you. I have a house, come & stay with me. In my mind, i was thinking 'my god..are you jokin?'...so i laughed & said 'you must be kiddin.' He replied 'No i really like you & you are a sweet little thing.' This time, i said 'No, i am here for holidays & my parents are back home' but he kept insisting that i could go back once a year to see them. I'm dead. I have 40 mins stucked with him while waiting for my laundry to be done. Each time he looked at me, he would walk over & said i like you & try to hug me. When i was taking out my dried clothes, he came from behind and gave me a hug & a cheek-to-cheek kiss. ' Shit..i know they are affectionate people but i am not used to it c'mon!' To me, its harrassment. I wana get out of here asap..i swear. He asked me to go over to his house, bring me for movies or go to Nigara falls etc, i gave loads of excuses. I dont dare to go back to this coin laundry shop anymore. I dumped my clothes in a bag w/o folding & told him i gota rush home. He said 'Call me' & shoved a piece of paper with his no. for me. And i rushed out & said 'Okay bye' (in my mind was thinkin 'Never, moron ' & i was really relieved to get out) Walked pretty fast home & heart still thumping. *nightmare

6pm I decided to cook a big pot of Sichuan pork rib soup for dinner & Chris fried celery with chicken. Ber came back from sch around 7pm, watched 'Friends' & had our dinner. We watch 'Friends' everyday & i don't know why the 'Friends' here seem to be hiliarous. I laughed throughout the half hour show. Ber was angry with me for the noon incident. He said he wanna lock me up in the house cos the blacks here are even worst than the man i met in the laundry shop. Right, i will be smarter after today. A lesson learnt.

i cried my heart out at 10:50 AM