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Wednesday, June 29, 2005
i'm shagged but i'm overjoyed!! I sweat buckets during the two & a half hours of street jazz. It was extremely fun but it wasn't easy. 5,6,7,8...and go...1,2,3,4 and step, and turn..and stomp..non stop. Its all about the body posture,throwing your body away but keepin it steady,feeling the rhythm, co-ordinating arms and legs and make a big turn and come back with an impact posture..

The music was fantastic. Justin timberlake, Gwen stefani -hollaback girl and so much more. Now i know why J.Lo has abs! Street jazz is all about concentrating on your abs and pulling the muscle in. Lotsa energy gota be let out for all the movements. After the classes, i gobbled down 8 cups of water and a bottle of H20. My legs were like jello. Becos there were warm up exercises before the dances and we had to do pump-ups, sit ups, stretching & more. It took up quite alot of energy before moving to the dance. I was holding my last breath til the end of the lessons.

I could feel the abs now, seriously. I was concentrating so much on the abs area while dancing (well, that's what the instructor wants us to do) and i came out with my abs feeling so hard & tough. Haha. I asked my cousin to feel it and she was like, 'Wow, you're gona have abs in no time!' Yes!!! I want that! laughs

I am kinda slow, very slow. I really wanna catch up and practise hard. The instructor told me that she thought that i have dance background when they saw me learning the steps and when they turn on the music for the real show,they were all eyein on me while i was dancing. That made me so stress that i lost my concentration. I don't think that was nice, it made me panick & afraid that i'll lose my steps. I just adore those instructors, they were so cool while dancing. They are all professionals whom they learn dancing from Janet jackson instructor & won ample awards. Cool! I'm simply an amatuer.

I'm not game for tommorow's girls hip hop. Its advanced classes and i'm sure i'll be real slow. But never mind, cos i wanna learn those sexy moves. Girl's hip hop consist of alot of sassy moves like hitting the butt and swayin your body like you have no skeletons. Haha, take my time then. Hopefully i won't wake up with aches all over tomorrow. I came back & practised just now..and i'm completely shagged.

i cried my heart out at 6:41 AM


A girl with big dreams

STELLA
A gemini twin; June 15th
A dreamer; unrealistic
A petite lady
A devoted lover
A gullible kid;A silly baby
A child-like nature
A fashion fanatic; loves design
A fun-loving gal
A chirpy talkative
A simple yet complex personality
A crazy chick
A language lover
Jap, Korean & French
A soft-hearted girl
A beach gal wannabe
A R&B lover; A hip-hop fan
An amatuer dancer; street jazz & hip hop

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