[Stella's daily confessions. I dare to confess, i love to express & i live to impress] ============================================================

Friday, March 18, 2005
just weighed myself today. a mere 39kg still. I guessed as much because my appetite is still not improving.

Thank u my parents, my mummy. I am touched that my parents know that i aint having appetite for the past week and has been wanting to bring me out for delicious food. However, becos i do not have the appetite, i do not wish to go and they have to follow suit and just be accomodating to me.

i suddenly received an apology from a friend today for what has happened. didnt expect any apology because i didnt want to pursue any matters. but still, yes i am able to accept your apology and forgive, but whatever has happened these few weeks, i dont know how long it will take for me to recover.

i cried my heart out at 3:11 AM


A girl with big dreams

STELLA
A gemini twin; June 15th
A dreamer; unrealistic
A petite lady
A devoted lover
A gullible kid;A silly baby
A child-like nature
A fashion fanatic; loves design
A fun-loving gal
A chirpy talkative
A simple yet complex personality
A crazy chick
A language lover
Jap, Korean & French
A soft-hearted girl
A beach gal wannabe
A R&B lover; A hip-hop fan
An amatuer dancer; street jazz & hip hop

My life till now >>
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