[Stella's daily confessions. I dare to confess, i love to express & i live to impress] ============================================================

Thursday, April 14, 2005
it was the biggest mistake that i've made to go down to the airport that very day..i only have myself to blame.

i have to go,i have to leave,i have to disappear,i have to vanish,i have to run,i have to come back as a different person,i have to be independant,i have to be strong,i have to be happy,i have to be able to forget things,i have to realize & learn,i have to make people happy,i have to brainwash myself.

i cried my heart out at 4:42 PM


A girl with big dreams

STELLA
A gemini twin; June 15th
A dreamer; unrealistic
A petite lady
A devoted lover
A gullible kid;A silly baby
A child-like nature
A fashion fanatic; loves design
A fun-loving gal
A chirpy talkative
A simple yet complex personality
A crazy chick
A language lover
Jap, Korean & French
A soft-hearted girl
A beach gal wannabe
A R&B lover; A hip-hop fan
An amatuer dancer; street jazz & hip hop

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