[Stella's daily confessions. I dare to confess, i love to express & i live to impress] ============================================================

Wednesday, May 18, 2005
I just heard Avril Lavigne song 'My happy ending' on TV as they were showing the star profile of her. I thought was great. She wrote them & its kinda cool. Hehe, i don't know why i pay so much attention to the lyrics of all songs but i always feel that great songs derived from really beautiful & meaningful lyrics. That is what makes them sound so real & emotional when they sing it.

"My Happy Ending"
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?

Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

[Chorus:]You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

[Chorus]It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...So much for my happy ending

i cried my heart out at 9:24 AM


A girl with big dreams

STELLA
A gemini twin; June 15th
A dreamer; unrealistic
A petite lady
A devoted lover
A gullible kid;A silly baby
A child-like nature
A fashion fanatic; loves design
A fun-loving gal
A chirpy talkative
A simple yet complex personality
A crazy chick
A language lover
Jap, Korean & French
A soft-hearted girl
A beach gal wannabe
A R&B lover; A hip-hop fan
An amatuer dancer; street jazz & hip hop

My life till now >>
01/01/2005 - 02/01/2005 02/01/2005 - 03/01/2005 03/01/2005 - 04/01/2005 04/01/2005 - 05/01/2005 05/01/2005 - 06/01/2005 06/01/2005 - 07/01/2005 07/01/2005 - 08/01/2005 08/01/2005 - 09/01/2005 09/01/2005 - 10/01/2005 10/01/2005 - 11/01/2005 11/01/2005 - 12/01/2005
* Sunset in Toronto..heave a sigh..sooo beautiful..t...
* The view of Toronto high above at CN tower 
* Another pic of our feet at the glass house of CN t...
* this is my world..my dream 
* Another nice song by Jolin
* Jiang Nan - River south
* Woke up at about 11am today, had a long hot shower...
* time is running out
* started work!
* another silly picture..haha..ugh..no,im gonna refu...