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Saturday, October 01, 2005
It seems bizzare for two consecutive days i have been coming across on articles that flashed 'Why men cheat? Even if their wives are Jennifer Aniston or Nicole Kidman?' What is the root of this problem?

Curiousity kills the cat. I read it & apparently the articles seemed to be on par with my stance. The word 'Happy marriage' never would exist in this screwed up world. Why are men nowadays finding so hard to resist temptations? I heard from a professor on TV that could be due to the food that we are eating that contains some thing that will mutate the hormones or something. Of course that is not the main reason. Well, ever since men were men, they lust. For me, i believe that it also takes girls throwing themselves at the guys as if they are 'free' or acting pitiful or sweet that would cause them to stray. Who wouldn't like excitement? All men would unanimously agree.

But still, that doesn't mean that i'm on the same side as the men. Never. Because i am a girl. That is the obvious reasons of course. But then guys, don't you think that temptations are out there for all genders? And the girls seem to know and restrain themselves for a word 'Love'. Is there no such word in the men's dictionary, or such that the meaning of 'Love' in the men's dictionary means 'loving every woman on the bed'.

I grew up seeing extremely many examples of men straying, whether or not the marriage was a lousy or happy one. I'm pretty glad to be born in my generation because i could easily guess what's gonna happen to the next generation perceptions of LOVE. Even so, marriage seemed to be pushed back all the way for me. I would only step into it when i think i can bear with such infidelity. Impossible isn't it. Gimme a guy with a halo.

My opinions, men could possibly marry the one they love for a family. But they can never have enough. They pick a woman who can child-bear for them & dote on them, yet the word marriage has no security. Still there are women eagerly getting married, i guess it's because they have a positive outlook or know how to control their husband. Perceptions differ & no one has to think likewise like me. Wedding bells always seem to ring now & then even when women could predict the endings.

i cried my heart out at 8:59 PM


A girl with big dreams

STELLA
A gemini twin; June 15th
A dreamer; unrealistic
A petite lady
A devoted lover
A gullible kid;A silly baby
A child-like nature
A fashion fanatic; loves design
A fun-loving gal
A chirpy talkative
A simple yet complex personality
A crazy chick
A language lover
Jap, Korean & French
A soft-hearted girl
A beach gal wannabe
A R&B lover; A hip-hop fan
An amatuer dancer; street jazz & hip hop

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