[Stella's daily confessions. I dare to confess, i love to express & i live to impress]

Saturday, October 22, 2005

Sad to annouce...i bought a new handphone today. Sigh. I have been trying to use all the old handphones ever since my panasonic died on me. But i guess all the hps were going against me by playing dead too & forced me to get a new one. I didn't get the model i like cos its pricey, a handphone means nothing to me but making calls & sms. Gone were the days when i look for phones with all the great functions. Nevertheless, this new gadget does all the work & i'm kinda contented with it.

Expenses for this month is escalating. It always happen when i have alot expenses for a particular month, something will be damaged or run out & i'll have to purchase em. Doesn't that happen to you too? Sigh. Amy's friend went to France recently & we were asking him to get our favourite brands from there cos it's cheaper..Haha. So imagine buying in bulks gonna cost us quite an amount.

I have to admit that gettin all the winter clothing for this month drained my salary away. So no more luxury for me til next month. Amy reminded me that i might need a pair of boots to walk in the snow. Urgh. I regretted not buying em in Canada. I was eyeing on a pair of high knee boots & Bernard was psychoing me not to buy cos he said 'When will you ever have the chance to wear in Singapore?' I retorted 'I might be going Japan in december'...but i wasn't sure so he said 'Forget it'. Oh boy.

Alright 'Sensei', i have to say that cos i'm a Chinese right? But being a Chinese & Cheena have totally different meanings. Its alright..i'm not that mad anymore cos it's a perception coming from a girl who doesn't like me(practically wishing to see me dead), so heckit. Internal peace, trying to reach for that.

i cried my heart out at 6:54 AM