[Stella's daily confessions. I dare to confess, i love to express & i live to impress]

Saturday, October 15, 2005

It's my cousin 21st birthday party today. Seeing her crowding around her friends and being a busy host reminded me of my 21st birthday last year. Sigh..a year has passed so quickly. My birthday scenes were still vivid. Everyone close & dear to me were there, so sweet. Too bad, it will never come by me again.

It was quite like a doggie's party too. There were many doggies..including naughty Chocolate. And it's so cute having to see so many doggies running around & playing with one another. I realized, my phobia for dogs has tremendously dropped. All thanks to Chocolate, i see her everyday & she will occasionally pounced on me when i'm not on guard and loves to greet me each time i reach home & lick my leg. I played with two Shih tzu...aaw, they are just my sweetheart. Chocolate is cute too, but i prefer Shih tzu to jack russels. I couldn't believe that the two Shih tzu was walking in circles around me & i was in awe instead of in fright. I even touched them, pat & played with their tails. They were irresistable like a furry teddie so i carried them. Yes! I carried a Shih tzu in my arms..even though i've only seen them for the first time. I have yet to carry Chocolate cos she is hyperactive. =)
*how much is that 'doggie' in the window, woof woof*

I met Amy's friends at the Birthday party, all the guys at our age & they were passing around 'Eh, she is a teacher, 'Secondary school teacher you know' and then stared at me & said 'She look like a little girl'. It's not that bad til Amy told them that i'm her elder cousin & they said i look like primary school girl. Its so exaggerating!! It ain't that bad. I never like telling people my profession. I'm prone to comments like 'your style? teacher?', 'u don't look like a teacher'.blah.blah. Enough. I don't want to be a teacher so i don't try to look like one. My cousin is celebrating twice, there will be another dinner tommorow. Work won't get done in that case. I want my holidays...*procrastinate* gimme less than 2 weeks & i shall be freed.

i cried my heart out at 7:14 AM