[Stella's daily confessions. I dare to confess, i love to express & i live to impress]

Sunday, October 16, 2005

I'm turning into a poor little cat. My mom is gonna help me change to japanese yen soon & my savings gonna crumble!!!

My mom was calculating the money that i've spent & goin to spend & that sorta freak me outta little. (But still its worth every cents to me that makes me happy) Mom nagged at me to save up for next year trip to Aussie, Melbourne & then to New Zealand. Upon hearing that, my heart shattered knowing that i'm gonna use my savings again but owells, no pain no gain.

It's funny how my mom always say its fortunate enough to travel once a year to a faraway place for few weeks or a month but i will always tell her 'don't worry, i will have the money to travel' til when it happens & i'll have to part with my dough, i feel that sour pinch in me. Nevertheless i'll still do it. I'm sad to say i busted a little of my savings this year on all that long periods of travelling..but i'm estatic. I'm even looking forward for more next year. Isn't it ironic.

Next year, if Rac is in France, i would join her & plan for another long trip. It's good to make early plans yea. If not, i am thinking of US for few weeks, but who would go with me....plan k

i cried my heart out at 1:11 AM