[Stella's daily confessions. I dare to confess, i love to express & i live to impress]

Thursday, March 24, 2005

I think its getting a little scary. I woke up at 9am yesterday and i woke up at 8am today. Its getting earlier. And why can't i sleep? Because somehow i still have some fears in my life and i would always be awaken by those unforseen thoughts. Those thoughts would run through my mind in the early hours of 6am every morning. Thus i couldnt get to sleep.

God. Please take away my fears and my agony. Its time to lead a normal life like how i used to be. A girl who used to be independant, has a mind of her own, know what she wants and a cheerful girl. No one should control what i think from now on.

Some people would just inflict agony to people and gain happiness for themselves. While the person is enjoying the best times of the life, the other is struggling to build a new one. Selfish. But reality.

I have decided to learn dancing, hip-hop. Maybe at amore fitness. Anyone interested can join me..

i cried my heart out at 4:20 PM