[Stella's daily confessions. I dare to confess, i love to express & i live to impress]

Wednesday, March 23, 2005

23rd March 2005 - Wednesday

Marks a new beginning in Stella's life.

Woke up at 9am, mind was filled with thoughts, couldnt sleep. So might as well wake up. I was wondering how to start a new life. Everything seems weird.

In the morning:
Received a call from Bangwei. Thanks for your utmost help, appreciated it. Thanks once again for all the goodies. There are still alot left uneaten. Dont restock them. laughs.

Received a call from Rachel, my dearie and gona meet her in town soon.

Received a call from Harold. Called me just to ask me how am i? Great pal (a pal i love to hit him on the arm) haha! Remember my dinner(s) with you okay. Anytime man! Then we shall go to places where your bike can do wonders that a car can't!

Talked to Brendan on Msn. Yes brendan, movies and hurry, get fitter! need the sun badly

Soon after, i went to bathe. Told myself to have a thorough bath. Hope that cleanses my old self away. Prayed to god in the showers ' Father, i would like to have a new beginning in my life, i hope i will have a better life than last time and i hope that you be with me. Sunday's baptism, i hope you will cleanse away all my sins and change me into a better person'

Got out of the bathroom, immediately received a call from Ceres. And guess what? She told me she has a job to offer me and im definetly chosen. What job is that i asked. An advertisement for HP. Just for a day and need 3 hours! Cool! I need work and here my opportunity comes. And it's something that im looking for. No permanent jobs for me. I want my hols as well, dont wanna slough. Going for holidays (hurray), so i cant look for a permanent job ya.

Thank god. I will strive for a happier & better life with you. Am i a little happier today? yes yes..

i cried my heart out at 1:12 PM