[Stella's daily confessions. I dare to confess, i love to express & i live to impress]

Friday, March 18, 2005

im really looking forward to tuesday..22nd of march. Its the day of my final exams. And its also my favourite no. 22 so i hope it all ends well.

will i have a better life after my exams? will i still feel lerthargic and motionless after it. i hope not. I thank god that he has made the days passed faster and in 2 days time is gona my first paper. I thank god, i only have 2 papers for my final year.

Father, i just want to thank you, from my deepest heart that you have been with me for the bad times i gone through. I thank you for making me a little stronger and letting days pass much faster as it seem. In jesus name, amen. I really thank god for everything. even if its some ordeals that i've got to go through, i learnt that god has plans to all our problems. and he wants me to grow up and learn from my problems. Jesus never promised life to be a bed of roses. He wants us to learn to be more christ-like by planning obstacles in our way. It depends on how we choose to react to our problems.

Its something that i felt strongly for, anyone who is reading it, be it christians or non christians dont agree with me, its alright. cos its my blog. my expression of certain stuff.

my mum's birthday coming,24th march. hopefully she will have a pleasant and simple celebration. She is always worrying for her two little girls that in her eyes, never seem to grow up. I hope she will be a happy mum and get blessed and we will definetly be filial to her.

i cried my heart out at 6:09 PM