[Stella's daily confessions. I dare to confess, i love to express & i live to impress]

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

I feel like screaming my lungs out!!!! Im furious!!!How can i ever forget even if i ever forgive.
But i wanna forget. Cos that's the best solution.

I wish to have the feeling of being in love again. I really do. With someone whom really loves me & treat me right. (i have to love him too of course) I don't believe in everlasting love. I'm certain it doesn't exist. Except God's love for us. But that doesn't mean i won't love again. And i won't be a fool again. Will my prince appear soon? im even more certain of what i want in a guy now. i don't crave for a relationship. But i wish for a soulmate. a company. a friend.

I'm sooo dying to watch Denise Keller 'Eye for a guy' today!! She is sucha alluring babe!!! I love Shan Wee!!! He is so awesome!!! He is gorgeous & captivating!!! *my heart just melts..Well to me, the next best choice is Aaron but but but..SHAN is still the ultimate one..*my heart races again..omigod but he is a giant.

i cried my heart out at 7:49 PM