[Stella's daily confessions. I dare to confess, i love to express & i live to impress]

Friday, July 01, 2005

Bad news again today. I've had an appointment at SGH today for a review with the specialist. He told me that the active virus in my body has been mutated (which means changed into another complex form of virus) which is more complicated to treat and will not be easily gotten rid of.

Not just this. He added that i've got to undergo treatment 3 months later. Injections every week, EVERY WEEK for a year..which means 52 weeks of injection. And each injection each week cost $500 bucks. Imagine??? I month would cost $2000. so one year adds up to $25000. And it's not as if the injection could heal me entirely. It can only slow down the virus. What the heck. In my mind i was thinkin, i rather not undergo such treatment. I do not print money for leisure.

Silly consultation for 2 mins with him cost $50 bucks. Its crazy. Medical expenses in Singapore kills the people before they even die. He told me to keep my body strong so i told him that i'm undergoin vigourous dancing now. He said its great. So which means, i will keep going for dance classes. It makes me happy so why not.

Oh haha..i just bought the full length mirror today. So delighted & i'm gona practise my dance later again. Thank u little dalmation. laughs.

i cried my heart out at 4:49 AM