[Stella's daily confessions. I dare to confess, i love to express & i live to impress]

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

if i don't remove all these thorns from my heart, i would not die peacefully.

don't inflict pain to others if you don't want them to do to you.

don't lie through your teeth when your words would go through God before i hear them.

don't portray like a good son; a good boyfriend; a good friend.

don't act like you cared when the actions you showed were clear like crystals.

don't tell me you have learn to be a better boyfriend from the r/s of ours.

don't say 'i love you' that means 'you love i' tilted in your own world.

don't ask your best friends, family to lie to me & think i'm gullible.

don't scold me for not having trust in you when you really do things that cannot be trusted.

don't identify yourself as a christian when the things you've done shamed god.

don't think that by mending it on other people, you can mend the hurts on the one u previously hurt.

don't say the things u don't mean cos its worthless no matter how you try to make it sound smoothing to the ears.

don't take a guinea pig for a ride & kill it after you had enjoy the thrills.

dont say how much you wanna spend the rest of your life with the person but you continue to stray looking for better preys.

don't ever fall in love at the wrong time with a wrong person.

don't pretend to throw away bernice stuff to gain my trust.

don't say you have no intentions of hurting someone when all your actions have clearly wounded the person.

don't come up with tricks of making someone feel guilt when you are the one who did the wrong stuff.

don't think you can get away with everything just becos you've got away with one thing.

don't think the lessons you've learnt was free, you gotta pay when judgement day comes.

don't say i'm the girl you really wanna marry when you say that to any lucy, mary, jane girl.

don't always tell me 'that is what you think & what you think is wrong' but most of my intuitions were right.

don't act like a loser just because you know you can't win in that situation.

don't say you didn't love me a little but alot during our r/s. you don't hurt the person you love.

don't think by getting into another r/s, you have avoided everything in the past.

don't tell me there was love in our r/s when you don't even bother bout my problems.

don't even talk about love when you don't know how to love.

don't always need girls beside you. you won't die because of that.

don't accuse me of the the things you've heard cos your friends say i'm difficult but so are they.

don't pretend to cry when i looked for you & you told me that i've hurt you too much & you can't be with me but it was becos u were already in a new r/s.

don't tell me u will settle stuff with the girl when you never wanted to leave her.

don't always doubt me when the person who is doubtful is u.

don't mislead other girls to fall for you & then tell them that u've got a gf.

don't say u love me, when you only hurt me. Not once..but perpetually.

don't ask me to come back to you just because you can't stand other people of having me.

don't act in front of me that our photos/stuff were precious to you when it is chucked in a corner replaced by new photos of your new r/s.

don't regret being with me & if you think i gave u hell thereafter, u gave me more than hell.

don't say you have been extremely nice to me for buying me gifts/bringin me to nice places for dinner. U done that for every girl. Where have u been when i really needed you?

don't apologize for the things you've done & still repeat the apologies again. Then what does 'Sorry' really means? In your dictionary, it means 'i am sorry only for that few seconds.'

don't think you are a king when you've got people falling upon your feet in this earthly world. you will realize you are just a speck of dust.

what have i done in this r/s that hurt you? Nothing. U think you've got hurt because you choose to believe what your friends say instead of my truth. Blame who.

don't anger when you read this cos the anger is upon your own wrong doings. the anger inside me is truly infinity. But i don't blame you totally cos i blame myself for my foolishness.

Busybodies, pls F off. Its none of your business including Mr Clarence Ee's gf, it's between the both of us. Don't comment when u don't know the truth. Thank you.

i cried my heart out at 7:50 PM