[Stella's daily confessions. I dare to confess, i love to express & i live to impress]

Monday, October 24, 2005

I've exams tomorrow but i was outta in town, shopping & strolling with my cousin & Rachel. Well, we didn't plan to shop initially, we had the intentions to have a hair cut together. Hehe.

Poor stylist, she had to serve three of us at one go. And because we only trusted my stylist, we had to take turns. I never had sucha expensive haircut before. The bill came up to $150 odd just for the three of us, just for haircuts alone. But we were left satisfied,so i guess it's worth the wait & money.

I think it would take me donkey years to have my long curls back. I miss my curls alot but i would maintain this length for the time being becos i do like them too. Right, im confusing you.

We took a bus home, & one seat was left vacant so i told my cousin to sit down cos she didn't sleep the whole night. Then she said 'You sit, you should be taken care of & pampered'. I gasped hysterically. Cos i just heard the same phrases just yesterday. I asked in awe 'Do i really have the face that states 'dote on me??' She said yea by looking at you, people will want to pamper you. My heart almost died. I really didn't know & its so weird to hear such comments not just one but many. I always thought otherwise. It's kinda heartbreaking. Really..cos i want to have that independant girl face. Looks like i failed in doing so.

I'm born with that face is it..the abandoned kitten type of look..meow..I should learn to rid it. Zettai!

i cried my heart out at 4:09 AM