[Stella's daily confessions. I dare to confess, i love to express & i live to impress]

Thursday, March 24, 2005

Emailed my dear cousin and asked him if i could go Toronto to visit him today.

After which i called up my mum and asked if i could go over to Canada for a break (i deserve and need it badly). She was quite cool with the idea, as she & my dad were thinking that i need a good break after so much trauma and drama in my life. Then she asked if my cousin is having exams, if yes then it would not be very nice.

My cousin called up soon after! And he was like 'is there anything wrong..something happen to you or what? how come you suddenly want to come over to Canada. He said he could sense something was wrong after he received my email. Haha. Nah, just want a long break & enjoy myself.

The airfare is sooo exp..even more expensive then going to Paris??? Gosh..but im prepared and willing to pay. No matter what. Hope my parents agree to it. $1500 for just air ticket. How long do you intend to stay here?, my cousin asked. you can stay as long as you want. SMILEZZZZ. but..i told him..'maybe minimum a month,gota think of my food expenses and stuff you know..'
Then he said 'dont say your cousin is stingy, you dont have to worry about your food expenses at all'... SMILEZZZZ again... REALLY??? Indeed sucha dear cousin of mine. Always treat me soooo nice. So touched. Now maybe i dont mind staying there more than a month. Hehe. I heard that the branded stuff are cheap. And i can buy my abercrombie & fitch and GAP!!!!

Im so excited. I really want to go. He said i have to be prepared. 22 hours of flight. Stop over at JAPAN??? YEAH!!! Narita airport only..haha. But never mind, at least i land at Japan. Not only that, i have to stop over at Vancouver again and take a domestic flight to Toronto. Phew..Sounds long doesnt it? And im travelling alone. Wouldn't it be exciting? Im not upset anymore. I have so much things to think nowadays. No space for sadness.

i cried my heart out at 9:22 PM