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Wednesday, July 20, 2005
Street jazz today sorta became contemporary ballet. Haha. Alyssa & I thought that it was not hip & funky for today's lessons.Anyway, we are outta of our minds as we are going for step groove(mind you,step groove is crazy!!! It's fast & energy consuming) & girls hip hop straight in a row for two hours. I doubt i can survive tommorow. Trust me. See me go crazy tommorow during step groove lessons. I hope i wouldn't have tears welling up in my eyes. *Pray pray.

Time to sign up for new dance packages again. I would probably sign up for a year package this time, I must continue & remind myself not to give up. Stella is determined to be a dancer,even if it's just for interests & not professional.

I went for my Uncle's birthday dinner in the evening. They were talking bout my illness & some suggested for me to undergo blood transfusion (something like change the blood in my whole body) but i don't think its possible if not the doctor would have suggested it long ago. Anyway,wanted to tell them that i am not really keen in the idea of going for treatments but i don't wanna be a spoil sport for my Uncle's birthday so i decided to keep quiet. Will talk to my parents when the right time comes.

i cried my heart out at 7:54 AM


A girl with big dreams

STELLA
A gemini twin; June 15th
A dreamer; unrealistic
A petite lady
A devoted lover
A gullible kid;A silly baby
A child-like nature
A fashion fanatic; loves design
A fun-loving gal
A chirpy talkative
A simple yet complex personality
A crazy chick
A language lover
Jap, Korean & French
A soft-hearted girl
A beach gal wannabe
A R&B lover; A hip-hop fan
An amatuer dancer; street jazz & hip hop

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